Sunday, December 12, 2004
one more ^-^
hey sharon, how can i forget u. haha.. dreamin already when i type tat at wee hrs in e morn.
jus wanna say that I am sorry. I realise how naive n insensitive i was last time. I know sorry no cure hor. But, jus wanna say that I'm really sorry about it. Glad that u din mind at all. Thank you for being my fren n e Book. Haha. helps u know. saw ur "posters" on ur wall. hmm.. inspiration leh.. well, in e end u stood up on ur own n u r strong gal n I AM VERY PROUD OF U. PROUD TO BE YOUR FRIEND too. ve lots to learn from u. Jiayou hor.. Chio bu.. =) merry xmas! welcome back to our xmAs party 04 ..
Happy Birthday Sini.
Saturday, December 11, 2004
Merry Xmas~
I know this is way too early to wish a Merry Xmas. Time flies. Seems like yesterday, i was still preparing food for xmas eve at my hse. This year no more. However, My thoughts will always be with ya. HOpe u all ve a nice time at Yian's house ya. I 'm sure u all will. Might give a surprise call. haha..
So many things to prepare. n e day before.. still gg amazing race. giving "full" face to Sini le.. haha.. have lots things haven buy, haven pack.. personal stuffs.. haven settle.. shitz.. damn it. oops.. shouldn have swear it out loud. haha.. been cursing n swearing.. for some time le.
time to be more civillised for this joyous occasion. Yeah.. celebrating.. with new frens, new environment (country). Knowing how privilege am I. How honoured I am to spend it with the kids over there.
this should be e last entry if I am not wrong. Writing down cause i know tml i be too tired to write le. n lots of things to pack my bag (n i haven settle my timetable) damn! need to wait for Rong ge they all.. hey. thanks.. hor.. in case u readin this. Thanks for e green tea as well. So sweet of u to buy me one.. for being e errand girl.
Met up with Michelle over a sumptutous La Mian. Delicious. I have not eaten so much for.. like.. few months.. sinful huh.. thnks.. michelle. For praising me. Guess..i still ve lots to work on ya. sorry for me being so mindful of myself.. esp food. haha.. ~ hmph..
So, sorry.. had to dump YEP for a while. Catchin up with my clicks.. I badly need them.. Seriously. haha..
miss me right?.. haha.. for not writing for so long. Paiseh leh.. was super healthy.. last few mths.. sleep early la.. need my beauty sleep. =P no la.. jsu wish to relac.. after i came back.. from a long day.. of playin.. need my personal space la..
that is y my grp member. warnin me! too slack le.. too laid back is e word ya. Sorry Andre, I can really understand what u mean. I mean I am really sorry. I put in more effort k.
actually ve a long list of sayin.. my last words. But, I forgot le. Rehearsin in my mind for some time. But, i forgot. Shitz.
Anyway, I have a good year this year. A year that brings me from nothing to something to nothing n something again. A good harvest haha.. .. no la. I mean, grew up alot too. With my frens n family support. Who stood by me. Thank you all. No amt of words will ever speak of e amt of gratitude that i have.
long list of people to thank. Firstly, those who buy tees from me. Wah.. that's e greatest gift that i ve. haha.. thanks.. for helpin e children out. Thanks.. Bomb. U been a great fren. Thanks Dominic. really. thanks alot. really appreciate it.
Lastly, not too emotional now.So, cant think of anything to write. Readin alot alot .. but, cant think of one quotation. too tired le.
o ya. Green monster. hope u like e prezzie k. cause. i haven think of what to buy. Buy it tml. haha.. don too choosy k.. =P Happy Birthday to u. Please stop AIMING ME k.. wah lao.. always.. kenna suanin by u.. haiz.. luckily i train by Ades le. . hahaha..
To Anna, thanks for being an inspiration to me everytime i read ur blog. hey.. i like e "wat moment.. " U are doing a great job! Shall weather thru e storm together k.. haha.
Dearest Qinlei, don work too hard k. Health important. Both emotionally n physically. love u so much..
Dearest Ades, hey.. thanks to u too.. u know wat hor.. ?! love ya too..
Dearest Bren, jac, Yian.. hey.. u don know.. how much ur sms.. means to me leh.. but.. love u still.. enjoy ur bbq hor.. do watch out for cockroach. !
Sini.. ya. wrote everything on ur bday card. I really mean every word that i say. too bad.. u din take my pic "that day".. if not, it be e ugliest photo. other than my sport camp (chao ta face pic).
Kahhui n KK.. i remember.. everything u told me. Thanks.. for hummin a song for me KK. Thanks for e poem KH. It's in my bedroom. I look at it everyday .. Meaningful. only if u try to do it. which i am la. or tryin to. =P
lastly, hey.. hope i get to achieve what i want to achieve in Vietnam. hopin my xmas wish come true. shh.. cant say here..
Some things are best left forgotten. However, some will always remain. I take it as a learnin process. Healing requires patience. Time. Spinning. Never ending. Life moving on.