Wednesday, August 31, 2005
Personal Grooming
just attended a personal grooming course. It started at 845 and ends at 6pm. Considering that I have no lessons today. Today was tired. hha.. Learnt alot of stuffs.. esp make up. Dressing.. ha.. how to wear smart.. formal.. diff btw formal and semi-formal. .. and smart casual.. etc.
I realise.. Grooming really needs some appitude and attitude. It needs alot of determination also. For me, such a nua person. I would hate to get up an hour early just to "groom" myself.. Doing the make up and stuffs.. somehow.. after the workshop, i realise I've lotsa to buy. Starting from Court shoes.. (was draggin my feet the whole day.. cos my mum's shoes was too big for me). Concealer.. A eyeshadow.. a blazer. .. and alot la..
Shitz.. suddenly ve an urge to go shopping. Very bad hor. Cannot do yet. Cos i need to do some serious work..b4 my FYP mates.. kill me! hah..
gg to get busier.. Just don't understand. Looking at my schedules.. so slack.. so little proj.. but how come.. I still have to stay in sch till so late? damn.. but looking forward to my holi soon. whr i can do some serious work.. and catch up with my work. Got lotsa reading. =(
I am sleepy. Friday gonna be a LONG lONG DAY>> from 1030 to midnight. . ..Wkend.. argh~
Happy birthday mum!
Sunday, August 28, 2005
ConversatiOnal
M: I am going to Vancouver, Canada for Exchange?
K: O.. Wow.. Coolz. so shuang. I also wanna go =(
K: how's life? long time no c leh..
D: okie lo.
D: Btw, i going US soon.. for work la.
K: huh.. hmm..
K: how long?
D: 2 years?
K: then ur gf how?
D: don know leh.. gg to break liao i tink.
K: hmm..
few weeks later..
K: eh.. how's life?
D: okie lo .. like dat lo...
D: getting prettier leh..
K: thx ya.. hah.. cut hair mah..
D: O, i gg US this oct. Getting married soon..
K: wah.. okie. that's fast.
L: I going Texas.. meet u all at Las Vegas this nov or oct k..
D: wah.. okie.. onz siah..
M: okok.. coolz..
D: i in middle.. so meet me la.. easier mah..
All of us: (Wow.. we also wanna go lo.. !!)
As we get older, our frens are like flying now n then. So shiok.. Good good..
" good mah.. if our fren.. live abroad, then next time we can visit them mah.. save on accomodation"
Can't wait to fly around, visit my frens..if possible.
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Yellow Hankerchief - Final Episode
A kOrea Drama. dRama.. drAma.. hah.. U know this show - rather soap opera.. is really long. It last from April till like now? I like this show because I wanna c how that guy "end up" being dump by his wife. In the end, the guy died due to lung cancer. haha.. I tot I'll be happy. But, actually feel quite sad for him.
Ok. The story goes like tat. This guy dumped his gf of Ten years for his superior (rich). The dumpee (female lead) was very upset. Things began to fall apart for her. Her mum died due to bad health. She has financial difficulties then. And, like all drama.. She was pregnant! The rest of the story then shows how she began pick herself up. Then, she knew another guy who eventually became her husband. And they live happily after. To cut long story short, the "baddie" and her wife had some problems.. later, he found out that he got Cancer (it's alreadylast stage when he found out about it) right after he divorced with his wife.
I like this drama. Truthfully. I really think this kind of guy ought to be SHOT DEAD! This inspires me. hah
I truly believe:
What goes around, comes around.
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
muscle ache. I got IT!
Yesterday was with Ax and Ql.. Went to Fong Xing for Prata. I know I shouldn't. But i still ate la.. egg n onion prata. Jus 1. hah..I will still eat but not too much. Then, we went Holland V. Cause our kind Anxiang treat us for Haagen Dazs ice-cream. Woah!! shiok.. we ordered the Desirable? is it? anyway. It wasn't a very big serving. But it was absolutely delicious. We talk cok.. and chat.. about everything n anything la. I guess.. Ax isn't the IM anymore. hah.. i mean Inmature. I used to call him that. But, well.. we all grow up.
Qinlei then pose a qn. Wat do we all look forward to? Hey.. it's precisely i have nothing to look forward to.. that is why i feel restless these few days. Now.. hmm.. I plan to organise a gathering. it is called the SupErsTar - Finals n Pizza. Well, gonna send out a email soon. =)
Dearest Ax, ya. Metabolism got anything to with cold? I finally get it. Yes. U have high metabolism (that explains why u are >1.7m yet u only way 50 plus kg ).. That means u have little fat. That means with the "barely" amt of fats in ur body, you are more likely to get cold. Correct? my reasoning? hmm.. suddenly think of it when i went jogging just now.
Anyway, back to the qn on wat am i lookin forward to? in the short term? Hope this sem will soon be over. I can get my FYP done. My projects done. Then, I'll be lookin forward to Xmas again! =)
Like wat Ax said, schedules are so packed that you just have to take things one at a time.
U have never-ending stuffs to do! So you just need to enjoy doing them. =) Say is easier than done. But, well i do believe in pampering myself once in a while. Shoppin? hah.. wait till I get bit slimer.
Watchin my bank account grows also give me a sense of satisfaction. =)
Monday, August 22, 2005
As it goes..
I don't like me liking Idol. I hate the feeling of seeing somebody .. making me crazy about him. hha.. I tell u.. that is coming. that is why I'm feeling this way. Funny, weird.. to the extent that I think I ve nothing better to do. Do you get what I am trying to say?
Okie. No la. Just that recently, when the topic on Junyang comes.. SuperStar.. I'll be so excited. I'll be like.. wah.. He is super cute. Especially when he smile. hah.. U c wat i mean? Siao right? Eat till 21 years old still like so childish! hah.. I think.. I need to find something interesting to do. 2 Projects due next wk. By then, I think i can sought out other readings/ articles. Haiz.. I look forward to my sem break.
Is my life getting so boring that I have to indulge in Idol thingy?
something to ponder about.
Desperately need to add some spice into my life~
Friday, August 19, 2005
pAnda Eyes! all Thks to my ReaDings~ 
AcT cute! suCKz..=D
mY brEakfast? nOt bad hor? DieTing argh~
Thursday, August 18, 2005
jUNYANG LOST?!
i cried. hah.. but i teared when Xinhui lost. haiz.. It just proved one thing. It is not the "best" who will ultimately win. Both sang well.. For Xinhui, initally I don't like her. Think she very pretend. Try TOO HARD .. very fan gan (annoying.. ) But, she proved to be power manz! Really admired the spirit in her. I think she already try her best.
As for Junyang, I din't notice him till a few weeks back. * i din ve time to watch SuperSTar lo as all my tuition on Wed) So, i always "missed" the guys session. hha. i tink I only start to watch the Superstar.. on one of the wed (either my tuitee canceled the tuition or when i was sick.. couldn't remember le).
I think Junyang is charismatic. Or i think he really resemble my ex. Especially his eyes. Is it true that you will always look out for someone who look familar to u? I have this tendency one lo. I used to like guys that look like my brother's classmates. I can still remember i like Yi Keong just because he looks like my brother's fren. hah.. That was my first crush. It lasted for 1 yr plus i think.
When Junyang was singing his last song, a song i love/hate. "excuse" by Jay Z. I really like this song. Very melancholic. To me la. kekz. I am like so mesmerised lo.. hah..
"knock knock!" hah.. time for me to face the reality. I hope i can find cute guys like him.
when did i become such a despo? *shrug*
To leave 2 inspiring and positive quote to console myself..
"Maybe God wants you to meet many wrong people before you meet the right ones. So, when this happens, you'll be thankful"
"Don't struggle so much. Best things happen when unexpected!"
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Chey~ NOt fun..
hha.. can u believe it!!! I sign up for Blind Date on Class 95. kekez.. Siao right? aha.. recently.. i like listen to Class 95 Love songs.. with Yaz.. kekez..
Anyway. i din get picked by the system. Damn!! Sucks! hmm.. shitz. hah.. is okie.. anyway.. this is just one of my perks from last wk till today.. Was wondering if I will get picked. But in e end, haiz.. ~ not meant to be. Hahaz..
Anyway.. was watchin Superstar (half tuition.. half Superstar.. ) shh.. I know.. i shldn't. But who can resist Junyang? My dearest Junyang~ hha.. He really appeal to me lo.. was feeling damn piss off.. when i knew he is from NUS econs.. shitz.. shld ve go NUS then. hah. I must be a "flower idiot" now.. Wah.. miss e time manZ.. when i indulge in Idol kinda of thing.. kekz.. feel bit jealous.. hha..
this kind hor.. can c but cannot touch one. hha.. ~
Just one of my fantasies nowadays .. =D kk. shall go back to my mundane READING.
Tomoro will be a better day. =)
Special lexian
I think i am special. Why do i say that?
First. I am short ( at least compared to my frens)
Second: I have a senstive skin ( cannot anyhow use sunblock or skincare products or cosmetics)
Third: My feet is small. ( Recently, i like to look at shoes. but even if I am willing to part with my $, there isn a size for me! how frustrating.. hmmph!)
Fourth: I am special. ( this applies to everyone though.. everyone is special)
Lastly, since everyone is special in their own ways.. let us appreciate this beauty. =)
***************
Yesterday, went all the way to Ang Mo Kio to repair my Mp3. The place damn ulu - secluded. Took a cab down from Ang Mo Kio MRT. The most irritating thing is that wheni reached there at 5 pm. There was the guy named Jonathan who was on the phone. The customer service officer was telling me that Apple is having this new service where you can call this hotline and Apple will do a one-to-one replacement with the help of SingPost so customer do not need to come all the way down. The postman will deliver the new "ipod" or watever la. to ur house. However, this guy call this hotline but he was asked to call the other Apple care centres.. so, in the end. The last call leads him back to the service centre in AMK. hah.. If i were him, I tell you..I'll be so damn piss off lo. He was la.. but I think he held back. *cos his gf beside him.. ha.. nah*
This thing was finally settled by the "big boss" of the Apple service centre. She called the hotline.. give them a big lashing.. and finally everything was settled. All is fine and well then. It was 620 pm then.
Tata!! I got my new mp3 this morning. Thank you, postman. =D
p.s I think Jonathan is cute. hah.. So, though i waited for some time, it was definitely worth it. hah..
Monday, August 15, 2005
Muack~
i so Love myself. hha. being narcsistic. Who cares. hha..
U'll be wondering why ? hah.. no la. I just manage to go for a run today. I didn't ran far. 3 km. 1 km short. But, was panting..
Was watchin my Korea serial halfway, then, I tell myself. U just have to do it. So, i went to my wardrobe, took out my Sports bra and changed into it. Then, NO EXCUSE le.. Just have to DO IT.
Feel happy after my run. *U don't know how long i have procrastinate.. even after i came back from HK* At least making some effort now.. ha.. I also realise that after exercising.. U would tend not to eat too much.. cos u don't wanna waste ur effort.
O.. My brother finally proposed. My sis-in-law was showing me.. the picture taken from her NOkia phone (my brother half-kneeled.. ) Wah.. so Dramatic~
ROM coming.. * I ought to go on a diet*. So i can take pretty pretty pics.. with my sis-in-law.. =)
Saturday, August 13, 2005
Marriage
I think my brother getting married soon. Maybe next yr? maybe this yr? ROM = Married right?
In singapore, when a guy suggested buying house means " shall we get married?"? so STANDARD. SO SIANZ.. SO Not HaPPEnING. hha.. Yesterday, i asked my "sis-in-law", my brother proposed to u le? hah.. She said haven't. She said my brother is planning. So, she is quite thrilled and excited. hah.. I cannot imagine la.. EXcited? Maybe. hha. I thought a proposal is special and exciting when you don't know when he will "action" mah.. Anyway. My "sis-in-law" is great. Though i knew my brother's previous gfs.. All are nice. Nice to me. The previous air stewardess is nice too. Pretty also. Get along with my family quite well also. However, i think they are just not meant to be la. Sometimes, you cannot help but believe that things happen for a reason.
You may not get married to the one you love most. (heez.. my sis-in-law.. told me that. She once loved this "policeman".. but they didn get together". In e end, she ended with my "poor fat brother". hha..
She also said that my brother changed alot for her. Hmm.. I must say that my brother really put in effort in his work. More.. "jiao ta shi di".
My brother has been through long relationships (5 yrs n above), short one (fling for few weeks).. In e end, he end up with my 'sis-in-law" whom he just know like last year july. And now wat.. getting a house n planning to get married.
The moral of this story is that. It doesn't matter how long is your relationship. When e time is right, the person is some how right. Your feeling is right.. your financial status is ok. Then WHY NOT?
Being the younger sister, i feel excited esp when my whole family went to look at the house (that my brother they all planning to buy). Hah.. I also wanna get married. =)
Friday, August 12, 2005
Perplex here...
I just don't get it la.
Guys are behaving the same way. Actually, I don't think the prob lies with guys. Gals also. The feeling of someone close to u.. having a change of heart suddenly.. SUDDENLY feeling CONFUSED makes u confused too. There is seriously no hard and fast rule.. to how u should deal with cases like dat. Love comes with vulnerability. I hate to say that but it is a fact.
There are many types of relationship. *It is only when i grew up then, i realise that there is no such thing as pure love.* Or maybe, I haven't met one yet. Love is a feeling. Feeling of the moment. Will it ever GO AWAY? Perhaps that is why celebrities often get married and divorced. Then, you would be like wondering why? Do they they treat it like a game. Actually, love is like a game. A risky game. Some say is a gamble. I absolutely agree. The rewards n punishments you get are often "harsh". The pain is indescribable.
I really enjoy my singlehood, to the extent that I'm so ya ya 'bout it. I can't help grinning.
I can never understand why my mum never worry for me. - getting a boyfriend or a husband. *Though my grandmum n my mum never quite get along, there is one thing they have in common* - They always think that I will be better off being single. Though I am still happy about it, I can't help but to think that "true. I am happy. Truly happy now that I'm single. But, I don't wanna grow old alone. To say I can live perfectly fine without a special someone till the day I die is absolutely bullshit" " to say that I do not need a "bastard" to take care of me.. is bullshit too". However, if I keep ponder and wonder when will that "someone" comes along .. then, I think I am in a pool of "shit" too. Do u understand what I am talking about?
Just don't get it la. My mum actually want me to be alone forever? I never ask her the real reason but below are the possible reasons:
1) She couldn't bear to leave me.
2) She think that I'm attractive enough .. She has got so much faith in me? Getting a bf in future. What if i can't? =(
3) Studies more impt. ( a valid reason for now. let's c.. if she will change when i start to work)
4) She thinks that all guys are "bastards" except my dad.
5) I am still young. 21? young? ok la.. NOT TOO OLD THouGH.
I remember when I was 18. First time working in a firm. I have this friend. She is very pretty. So pretty that many guys turn their heads when we were walking on e street. *I swear this is true*. She is very intelligient. Very. Good enough to go Oxford. She is rich. Damn rich. Havin a chauffeur to drive her around. She told me that she wants to get married. She didn't wanna be a spinster. "what's the use of making so much money, when you have no one to share with you." She told me that. From that day onwards, I know that as much as I want to be a independent woman *climbing up e corporate ladder". I will not want to neglect my private life. I do not want to be someone so successful in making so much money yet, yet ..
then, again. I believe in God's plan. So I shall not worry so much yet. No point worrying about something that you have no control.
Shall live in e present.
Be brave ya. I will always support u, no matter wat happen. We love u.
Thursday, August 11, 2005
HappI 1 year AnniVerSary
It's been one year. I thought I shall declare one Day off.. n since it's like.. 12 am now. I shall blog.
Since, I'm supposed to celebrate .. I need to write something. hmm.. something constructive. A list of thank you.. wah. countless people that I wanna thank.
Firstly, a BIG THANK YOU to U. Yes.. U.. Thank you for all the wonderful work that you've done over this one year. Though I know there is a period of time when u feel like you didn't wanna blog anymore. No more facing this damn blog of urs.. reminding u of the dreadful stuffs that you don't felt like remembering.. I'm glad you persisted. Thank you for listening to dear Saida's encouraging words. .. " You shouldn stop blogging just because of a sick, f*** bastard.. who cares if he read it anot.. This blog is urs n URS alone.. ". Haha.. yeah. I finally decide to blog once again.
Next, thank you Kahhui for helping me change the skin of this blog.. without ur help, this blog wouldn't be so beautiful.. It would still be IN CONSTRUCTION. hah.. thank you so much, babe.
Next, i know the the "chatroom" i don't know wat it is called la.. is closed down due to "overwhelming" response.. hah.. well, is lacklustre comments la.. Nvm la.. I think is okie.
Lastly, thank you all for visiting this blog.. I actually think.. this blog is actually more for myself. An outlet for me.. when I'm feeling desperate, sad.. happy.. shitty.. or grouchy.. or whiny.. hah.. watever la.
This whole year. of bloggin has seen me thru ups and downs of my life. I guess it helps me my healing process.. Not that I couldn't find anyone to talk to ... Just that this is the most convenient and quickest way to vent my frustrations or display my "mood".
Just like tonight. I feel like blogging. a "click" of my mouse.. I came to my "dreamland".. Someday, some time,I hope to find someone to share my thoughts .. *grinz*
I make a wish when i saw the fireworks last night. It was dazzling and amaZing..
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
HUijing n Me.. NDP Marina's PreView.
CaRrie, BrYan (Gi's fav), RoNg Shao.. U see me? Block by Bry's Ass..
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Happy National Day.Zzz..
Zzz..doesn mean boring. Means.. Tired. wanna sleep. hold on.. let me blog a while.
I actually have two main topics to blog about but I think i shall just blog this one thing.
Went to Marina Carnival. Had my Song signing event there. Today was the final day, final performance, final showdown, final attempt at Breaking the Guinness World Record for Song Signing. U know wat. I was late. So i only made it at the 3rd attempts onwards. There is altogether 7 or 8 attempts.
Today was hot. The sweltering heat was like full blast lo.. I felt like being roasted. Seriously. Karen was busy opening n closing her cute hello kitty umbrella.. It was kind of her. My face can't take it anymore. My freckles getting worst.. each day. Haiz.. I need to save up to do the Intense LIght Pulse.. something like dat. They say can cure leh.. but still need take care la.. I should apply some sunblock. But then, because I was rushing.. I din't manage to.
The programme started running at about 430pm. Nothing diff.. from the rehearsal we had last sat. I tried to scream and cheer la.. with my hoarse voice.. ( not yet recover!). The 1st part of the performace ended when we finished signing the pledge. AFter that, we stayed for the SuperStar performance.. Sini.. wanted to stand on the groundsheet (we were on the grandstand though!)which was nearer to the stage. But..Nope man! I am too tall.. I din't want to block anyone. *lolz*
so, we stayed at where we were. The 1st singer was Qiu Ze.. wah.. damn noisy. Second was this Indonesia Idol. SHe is powerful. yeh.. 3rd was this group of Rappers. Ok. I forgot the order. I don't know is Indo Idol first or Rapper 1st. Doesn matter right. Anyway, finally the Superstars came. hah.. We shouted and cheer.. for a while though. I like Junyang. I think he is cute. Does he look like my ex? That day, i was watching Superstar.. then, i think he look abit like leh.. I ask Sini.. she say.. Absolutely NOT. She exclaimed " So DIFFERENT LO, PLEASE!". Good. I was thinking.. DAmn. i like this kind of guys ah? I mean this kind of face one?.. Scared- ed ah.. =)
O ya.. Halfway while watching the NDP performance, Sini.. was finger spelling "M-I-N-G-Y-A-N-G" and signing "blah blah.. " to me.. My receptive skill is damn lousy la.. If not for my guessing.. in e context, I think.. My HI fren would ve kill me long time ago! Oops sorry.. Digress. I mean after she finished "signing". I was like.. huh????? "M-I-N-G.." huh???? still don't get it. Then, she hit my head and saying.. wah.. U forget liao ah.. good good.. I must say i did not totally forget la.. just that need some time to recall..hah.. Happy for myself though.
I know la. Last year. was at NDP with him and my mum. It was a totally different experience. Both are nice. Does it matter who u spend it with? kekz.. Maybe at that point of time, it is. People change, feelings change. AS long as u enjoy that moment, is good enough.
I always enjoy my Farrago celebration regardless of New Year's Eve, National Day, CNY n Big n small celebrations la..
"There's a place in my heart, that I keep f or someone special. Memories forever true to me, take me through those tougher days. Suddenly, I found in u.All he joys, the Smiles and Laughter... " - Dedicated specially to my Farrago on MY BIG SCREEN.
Monday, August 08, 2005
Personality test.
hha.. e Results..
I belong to the ....
The Sonnet
Deliberate Gentle Love Dreamer (DGLDf)
Romantic, hopeful, and composed. You are the Sonnet. Get it? Composed?
Sonnets want Love and have high ideals about it. They're conscientious people, caring & careful. You yourself have deep convictions, and you devote a lot of thought to romance and what it should be. This will frighten away most potential mates, but that's okay, because you're very choosy with your affections anyway. You'd absolutely refuse to date someone dumber than you, for instance.
Lovers who share your idealized perspective, or who are at least willing to totally throw themselves into a relationship, will be very, very happy with you. And you with them. You're already selfless and compassionate, and with the right partner, there's no doubt you can be sensual, even adventurously so.
You probably have lots of female friends, and they have a special soft spot for you. Babies do, too, at the tippy-top of their baby skulls.
how true could tt be? hmm.. =)
U all can try huh.. check it out!
www.okcupid.com/oktest
Friday, August 05, 2005
Don't take it for Granted (Part II)
hah.. i always niao Sini.. or rather always feel that Sini is a very "panicky" person. I don't understand why she is so tense up.. when she was the centrehead then. Maybe because she is super efficient. hha.. n i TAKE IT FOR GRANTED. Now.. when e new batch takes over.. I'm not saying that they are not good. But hor.. bit slow la..
Up till now.. I'm not informed if there is CC course..Who should be there.. and which class i should be in?? Though there is like informal notice la.. or rather.. u know urself lo.. But hor, deep down .. i was thinking.. or rather praying that class isn't going to start soon.. Is rather frustrating when.. u r told last min.. and you couldn't plan ur schedule ahaad.. I want to work leh.. kekez.. stop complaining! =P
So, when Sini was the centrehead, everything was planned nicely.. everyone was informed early..everything was done nicely.. Now, that Sini stepped down. I know how nice to ve a capable leader like her. *eh.. if u happen to read this, stop grinning k.. * haiz.. Maybe.. e juniors need more time. hah.. Need some time to adapt to this "new culture". Anyway, i shouldn't complain so much since.. i already become the senior's senior le.. Time passes.. Can still remember e first time.. I got interviewed by my senior.. Guowei.. (aloof one but when know in person.. very cock also.. hah..).
O ya. Another thing i wanna complain is my MP3. Damn it.. I am a lousy person la. Super Duper.. IT IDIOT. Even with e almost "functionless" Ipod shuffle.. I still don't know how to use it. haiz.. Damn. gonna take it to Wheelock.. Shun bian.. buy e "cover" for it.
Past 2 days were bad. Sick. Unable to do any work.. or tuition. Havin a miserable time. shit. But, now feeling so much better. i realise if u r sick (headache, feeling cold n hot, sore throat, bit of cough). U cannot keep sleeping lo. Cause u will get more n more tired. So, yesterday, i decided to sweep e floor with e "remaining" strength that I 've.. do my project research. " I was thinking.. damn it. Why must we have proj disccusion on fri when I'm sick" But, miraculously.. i eventually feel better.. But, also because my throat is less painful le. So, here I am.. blogging..
yeah.. Wkend coming. Sick = Not Good. No $. Gotta earn it back.. haiz.
LIfe's miserable (when sick) but well, I gotta do what I hav to do.. Gambate =)
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
Don't take it for Granted
My health. I am refering to it. Got a damn, terrible sore throat. hah.. second running in 2005. hah.. make me lose 36 bucks.. *din't c a doc though* - opportunity cost (1 tuition session) haiz..
Actually, nth to be proud of *grinz*..cos i was rottin e whole day. But time passes quite fast. Woke at 8 plus.. took a bath.. sweep e floor.. surf e net.. was going to meet my fren in e aftnoon but was cancelled due to the big down pour .. n also my bad throat. Then.. i cooked my own lunch and watched a DVD. Surf the net again.. but this time.. more contructive.. cos i did my FYP stuffs. hah.. then.. took a little nap at abt 4.. till 6. Woke up and watched Tv n ate my dinner till now. Woah~ I never knew I can be such a slacker!
Hope my throat can fully recover tml. hha.. shouldn't ve taken my "throat" for granted. Hope to be in pink of health soon! REcently.. my body has been aching.i think cos i lie around too often.. bad posture.
Going to take my driving lessons soon.. argh~ Again listening to e Amercian DREAM once more... haiz I enjoy this "break". No more nagging.. no more American dream.. no more bg relationship issues with my instructor. I feel calm. haiz.. as the chinese saying goes.. "heart will be much cooler.., if you focus on it " I shall work hard on it. =)
hah.. I am a nice gal leh.i realise.. hah.. not trying to sell myself.. or market myself.. Even my Tuitee's mum thinks i am nice.. and ask if i got Bf? huh?? Wanna introduce guys to me ah? ?????
Thank you, auntie. But. I am very much attached. ATtached to my wonderful single life.
Cheers =)
o ya.. one more thing. I am going to Vote soon. kekez.. First time leh..