Friday, January 26, 2007
Complaints
I start by complaining about my colleagues problems! Recently.. my colleagues has been getting shit work.
Kena scolded by my boss..whom has not scolded me before.. but I think.. he is a temperamental person. If he likes you.. you will not be so bad.. but if he does not like you.. u sure kena from him.. My colleague kena la..
suay is the word.
Then, my HR colleague began to complain to me that her HR colleagues very bad. Bully her.. =( really angry for her.. why does people like to bully people? Hmm.. =( I am just fortunate that i don't get crap from my boss or my working colleagues..
I am beginning to believe in "ming yun" -destiny. Maybe even though I don't earn much, i don't get much job satisfaction, am not tat popular with guys or gals, not tat pretty, not that tall, I am still quite fortunate and should count my blessing.
Yesterday. Friday. I end up going home on a Friday night when i couldn't get anyone to go out with me! so sad right.. kekez.. in e end, i decided to meet up with my insurance agent.. then go back home. I am quite lucky to
get a seat in e mrt and i sleep all the way to JE. When I alighted, I decided that I should "amuse" myself..
and go watch a movie myself. Happy Birthday. I decided to watch that since it somehow just entice me..
Starred by Rene Chong and a guy. It is a sad romantic.
I really like Rene. I think she is a lady that has alot of "xiu yang" - I don't know what to call that in english. She thinks alot.. think like a real woman, i feel. Very "nei lian" la..
Anyway, if you are gal who thinks alot.. reminisce sometimes.. esp in relationship.. having go through one.. or many.. u should go watch.. I cried like.. nobody business..sitting alone.. eating my popcorn.. kekez..
Rene's acting is really superb. Maybe not many will appreciate la..but i think it did touches my heart. I went out of the cinema feeling melancholy..
It was raining when i stepped out of the cinema.. My eyes were red from the crying la.. kekez.. but heck.. I have no tissue with me.. so i decided to go restroom to wash my face.. After that, i took a bus home. As i was walking from the alighted bus stop to my housing board, as usual, I will see my dad's van parking at the carpark. Suddenly, i began to think that if my dad is no longer around and i walk pass this carpark, i will not see this van parking at the exact spot.. thinking of this.. tears start flowing.. I must have cried too hard in the cinema.. ha..
Raining season. Valentine's coming. Excited for my frens who will be celebrating their first valentine with their loved ones. I shall start planning for one and not ended up watchin any movie alone kekez.. =(
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Clubbing fever..
Been to clubs every wkend since New year.. Went Attica at Clarke Quay yesterday to attend Yashi's birthday. It was fun.. Din dance much.. Am glad that YH accompany me! If not I will be so alone.. kekez..
We wanted to go Brewerz for some booze and food. .. But it was closed by 2 am.. we decided to go Fong seng.. since i have no idea where to go for 24 hr of food.. kekez..
We chatted till 5 am.. before we head back home.. Tired. Dead tired. I had to climb up at 11 am for tuition. =(
Have not been blogging for quite some time.. have been quite busy.. busy with ? I don't know.. The problem
with me is that.. I am be quite busy.. but lookin back.. I don't know what have i accomplished. =(
Stagnant life. I mean day just passes by like dat and soon CNY is here again. I should be excited because I am going Macau this CNY.. but I am not. I am going to do some major shopping.. BUt, I am not excited.
Seems like.. nothing seemed to interest me. Nothing seemed to stir my interest. I need a MAN to excite me.. !!! kekez.. help me!
Despo huh.. realise that I should start growing my hair since MEN are just so Xian shi! Ever since i start cutting short crops.. No guys seem to pay attention to me. hmm.. So sianz.. Yest, was at Yashi party.. and the guy started chatting my fren's up.. KaOZ.. haiz..
NVM since he is not tat attractive! kekez..
I decided that by hook or by crook .. I am going to try something this week since my boss will not be around this wed to fri.. YEAH!!
I am also going for a job interview this coming monday. Wish me luck, folks!
MAybe making more money would be my biggest motivation .. =D
Monday, January 01, 2007
@ beach. Wet. HOt. 
swimming.. SUN IS OUT!
cheers to Christmas!
At a pub .. Counting down.. for Xmas. My fav photo. =D
Xmas dinner @Kopi-O in Bintan Lagoon
Celebrations
Alot of celebrations.. from Xmas to New year. Alot of holidays. I have never enjoyed holiday so much. It's sort of diff kind of happiness u get from when you are schooling. Holidays used to be a vacation where there is no more projects, no more tutorials.. no more giving tuition. Now.. holidays is a much desired "vacation".. a time to rest your body, your soul. However, this being said, I would say that my "holidays" are packed with outings.. u still feel tired ultimately.
The past few weeks has been quite busy for me. Esp in work. I don't work late .. but, just that you have more things to do. More responsibilities.
Enough. I'm not supposed to mention work.
Anyway. I am supposed to work on my new resolution of the year 2007. I happened to come across a article
yesterday in the Sunday Times. An article about "Happiness". This article talks about capitalism versus
happiness. There isn't quite a link between these two. I supposed many have read something somewhere before.. Maybe not exactly the same but something like dat.. =P
I like that article.. It is one that always lingers in my mind. I would think that before the end of 2004, I
don't think I always think about that.. Happiness is a state of mind. What does it mean?
My own interpretation is that. If only you think about it, then you start to define or rather "think" if you are or not happy. Many self-help books somehow shape my thinking. I think Xinyi would disapprove it. ha..
Well.. it does work for me. To make me more affimative. More positive.
The easiest way to "see" if you are happy or not.. If you are not sad, you are happy lo.. I know this is
simplistic.. However, too complicated would make you confused.
LIfe is about living right? I supposed going through happiness, sadness etc.. makes you really alive.
At least you feel something. U are "still" a human being.
Aiyah.. Anyway.. this is just my own thinking.
The resolution for 2007. To be happy being myself. To be happy that my family and friends are healthy and happy. To be happy that I am able to do the very best that I can be.
I think i am incompetent in many ways or some things.. I think sometimes i am ignorant. or I am
inferior. To get rid of those.. is to hone my skills.. to keep improving. I think this is the most honest and
simple advice given to me.
With all these "all seemed too good" thinking, I also have my materialistic side.
I want a decent holiday. I want a wallet. I want a camera. I want to be more pretty. I want to slim down.
I want a nice guy to be with.
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I want to get rid of what Christ***ns term as sins. My jealousy. My enviness. My laziness.
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St James Power station. Next stop. = D
Ciao and Happy New Year !