Sunday, July 31, 2005

Big aPpetite

11:14 PM

Eating alot lately. My period comin soon.. eyebrows twitchin..

Lately, I've been wakin up late.. very late. sometimes.. 11 or even 12 in e noon. This is weird. I have not been waking up so late for the past 8 months. Maybe because I slept late.. sometimes.. at abt 2 or 3 am.. I knew.. this all started when i started "cheonging".. during my attachment period. Cause..i end up at home.. at about 3 to 6 am.. and i started.. having this "bad habit". Unable to pull myself out of bed.. for a run. Nah~ Forget it. Procrastinating.. I am very good at it. =P

Yesterday, went for NDP rehearsal. It was a long day. Woke up at about 9 plus.. cos.. KK suggested having brunch near Joo Chiat.. before heading down to TKGS. We help out Kahhui.. by being bus auntie. and uncle. hah.. We "long bang" their coaches.. with those TKGS students to Marina.. for NDP rehearsal. This year NDP is a bit special cause they have a few celebrations locations.. like JE, Yishun, Tampiness, and Marina.. other than Padang. SO, mine was at Marina. This year I took part in a Guinness Breaking REcord event .. Mass Song signing.. a Singapore song.. together with 3000 over people. It was fun.. with KK, HJ, Sini, n my other RSPHI seniors n frens.. " Is amazing.. first time taking part in NDP. Especially when you know the commitee and most of the people walkin around". Yeah. I agree.. I know some of them.. workin as TO (Training OFficer), Logistics, Treasurer.. hah.. n some of the SAD personnel.. And you know wat. It is really too much of an coincidence.. but I was standing behind Bryan Wong, Carrie Chong and Xu Zhenrong. DIRECTLY BEHIND. I met Bryan Wong like last wk when i was in HK lo.. hah.. so qiao.

Carrie Chong is really pretty in person. Not very skinny .. but ve a nice figure.. though.. =P kekez..i asked for her autograph.. Not for me. But for someone. It is my first time.. asking for an autograph lo.. =)

I absolutely agree with Karen. I am also happy as well. I am glad Karen is feeling happy.

I suppose after a short holiday. You tend to throw some of burden away. As for me.. I don't know what happen. Miracles just happen. Suddenly, I feel so happy though i am less concious of my eating habits, my exercise regime.. waking up later n later.. reading alot lesser.. Yet, I feel so much happier. I am actually able to see things clearer. I suppose Hatred is diminishing in my heart.. I am grateful. Sincerely.

"thanks man. for being an outlet for me at times. I'm appreciative of it though i don't normally think that there can be good frens of the oppo sex, bt the earth is round in a way, its nice to have someone supportive. vive le frenship" - from someone special.

Cheers =)

Monday, July 25, 2005

School Reopen

1:40 PM

Finally after 12 long weeks. I don't look forward though. kekz.. though i did say i would. But, now, I am actually reluctant to go back to school. I don't look forward to the tests.. e quizzes. Hmm.. Well, that's life. U don't always get want you want. =)

kekz. Still in my holiday mood. watching the videoclips.. that we've taken. Very funny. Then, i realise .. KK and Aaron is really photogenic.. esp on camera. Maybe they have slimer .. face. So look all right on camera. hah.. I look damn fat. And also.. my voice also sound weird. Very cutish sound. hmm.. argh~

Decided not to blog about the whole trip. U can ask me about it if you manage to see me ya. Sure.. i tell u all e juicy stories.. kekez..

I have come up a list on what to take note.. when travelling alone with two guys.

1) Be yourself.
2) Let them have their brother's talk.
3) Knock on e Bathroom door before you get out from it.
4) Don't ever complain that you are fat. Cos they nv get it!
5) Is okie to drink with them. But, do know ur limits! *wink*

after my short trip in Hk, I realise that there is indeed a world greater out there. Actually, this trip really revived the feeling that is hidden in me. I suppose this is a reward for myself. I am proud to say that tis trip is really self-borne. A reward for my improved grades. I will work hard so that i may decide to pamper myself for this christmas. =)

My agenda for today:
- Finish my attachment report
- Iron my clothes
- Search for my "schedule book"
- Mark my assessment books

Ciao~ i shall end by posting my fav photo that i took in Hk.

Sunday, July 24, 2005

10:45 PM

MaGgie ChuNg~ n ME

Saturday, July 23, 2005

Back from HK

2:51 AM

hey hey.. finally back. iT was a very fun trip. Hha.. lotsa walking.. could'nt be spared la.. haha.. even walk till KK got blister lo.. me.. Second day..my thighs and legs.. aching.. U see how damn Unfit I am la..

First day.

Make my way to Changi Airport.. Board Jetstar all alone. It was definitely.. an experience for me. It wasn't scary at all la.. Not lonely also. Had my Mp3 player with me.. As i was sittin the window seat la.. so at least got sth i can see lo.. The air stewardess help me put my bag on top of the shelf.. I was thinking damn shit.. how am i going to get tt down. But luckily I did manage to pull it down when i get off the airplane at about 1030 am.

I waited for KK n Aaron at the HK for about 1 hr plus.. So i tour around the airport myself. It was big. So i settle down at MAc cafe .. drank one vanilla shake.. with a hamburger.. hha.. Wait n wait.. finally they reached at about 1250pm.

We made our way to Shamrock hotel by a coach. It took us 40 min to reach there. hah.. we asked additional bed.. in e end, We earned a two queen size bed. So i have e whole of queen size bed to myself.. hehz..

We went out immediately.. Ate at a nearby restaurant.. can1 ting1.. they called it. I had my Char siew rice. Damn lotsa fats.. not like Spore kind lo..while e two of them eat wanton.. n dumpling soupy noodles. then we head st to Mongkok.. shop for a while. We went to Langham mall.. It is huge.. got 12 storeys. Though got sale going on la.. but the things over thr very original lo.. But price not very attractive la. Need at least 40 bucks lo.. Then we went to Nu yien gai.. (Female St). The things thr okok only.. repeat stuffs.. like spore pa sar malam. We drank this dessert la.. at the shop called xu Liu shan.. quite famous. The whole stretch has a few of this shops.. They drank wat Mango shuang..*genuine leh .. got lotsa mango inside*. I drank Honeydew..then we got to to Hollywood Avenue.. to see the Palms of the stars. I took picture.. with Maggie Chung palm lo. The place look like Esplanade la. but the scene to beautiful.. lots of lights.. building lights. by then, it was about 9 plus. We head back to our hotel. We settle our dinner over thr. It was sumptuous.. 3 veg n rice. And their veg is alot lo.. value for money leh. Feel very Satisfied. Borrowed from Aaron. hah..

Shall continue my story tml. Part two n three.. Stay tuned. hehz.

12:59 AM

CheCkin ouT!!

12:58 AM

Lan Kwai Fang = busy street

12:51 AM

EnJoyIng my DiMsUM..

12:47 AM

Nice Neon LIgHts..

12:42 AM

ExperimeNT~

Sunday, July 17, 2005

GetAway~

11:24 PM

tml.. Beach beach beach.. !! long awaited beach. hah.. unable to flaunt my bikini.. hah.. gettin out of shape now.. i shall.. still indulge e idea of baskin.. under e Hot sun.. hopefully * pray* siah..

Today was discussing with Kk n Aaron.. on e places that we will visit in HK.. plannin our ROUTEs.. kekez.. we all agreed that we will go Lan Kwai Fang.. yeah.. hmm.. luckily i turned 21 le.. they shouldn't ve age limit huh?.. Cos with two big brothers.. should be no prob. anyway..will tell more.. when i returned. Ihope it will be a fun trip!

Fren gg Chicago tml. So fun.. One of my frens study there. Heard that it is a rowdy place.. lots of punk stuffs..! hehz..

i am so damn excited. Cause it would be my first trip.. my first air flight.. my first time.. sittin on a jet.. all alone. hah..~ If I feel comfortable this time, I guess there'll be more of such trips.. =) * driving trip next march?* hmm.. considering.. Kk was sayin I'll nv regret it.

I like getaWay trips.. *grinz*

regrEt: tt i din learn Salsa.. hmm. I will eventually. =P

Happy 21th birthday, Xu Yiwen. Hope you have a fun time in Bintan! =P

Saturday, July 16, 2005

My best fren - NeWiY

7:18 PM

Yesterday, went to eat at Holland V zi cha.. hah.. e fishhead curry was spicY! ToO bad our poor Huimei can onLy eNjoy e veG which is NOT her Fav uNfoUrnAtely..

as Usual.. wenT to BreKo.. as we Were damn full.. we bought her a slice of cake.. - oreo cheese cake. Gave her an mP3 and our DearesT brenda.. effort siah.. did a flash.. for her.. It was touchin leh.. watching the photos.. with excerpts from me and qinLei.. I really don't remember i wrote something like dat. Old liao.. The pics from our sec sch days .. those days where we used to hang out at Boat Quay. Now.. so much has changed. All of us have chAnged. *counting fingers. We have known each others.. for about 9 yrs.. Next year we can celebrate our 10th anniversary huh.. =P

hah.. its been a long time since we took so much pictures.. our Techno-savvy sharon bought a new camera. Damn cool.. looks like those SLR leh..but not la. Its a digital kind. It has got one cute function lo. The flash will jump out. suddenly when u click the button.

I am blessed to be able to have such clicks.

4:34 AM

HeAdin hOme~ last pic k..=)

4:32 AM

cheese..w/o e bday gal.

4:30 AM

my Best frEn.

Thursday, July 14, 2005

If.

10:41 PM

Listening to the cd .. that he once gave to me when he was about to go US. He burned it for me. I thought i threw it away but .. well .. it's still in my Love Actually CD. Reminds me of the lovely memories.. Track 4.. Frank Ferdinand.. something like dat. ha.. still remember that song. It was one of many songs he try to impress me.. but he failed.

Trying to upload my PC with my old CDs.. so that i can dl into my mp3. So, i dug out.. cds.. (burned ones.. mostly.. unfortunately). Then, i dug out this CD Wencai burned for me during my darkest period. It was the Jay chou.. Qi Li Xiang. I heard this song when i was in Dominic's car. I can still remember that night la. Don't know whether to cry, laugh or act normally? I like track 3 - excuse and track 6. They really reflect how i really feel at tat point of time.

Don't worry. I don't feel anything now la .. just bring back some old memories..

Tomoro marks the end of my attachment. I feel attached. 5 days of working. Doing the same old routine job. Printing invoices.. For the past few days, there is suddenly a pile of work waiting for me to clear. Was doing some packing job.. to dump the old files.. into the storeroom. So, Sok Yin.. and me become temporary packers. Christine was still saying I am like doing volunteer work.. (tsunami packers.. ). Well, I am at least paid 3 bucks per hr leh. Today, my colleague was telling me that she is pregnant so she is getting married. She is only 22. 1 year older than me. Well.. she is very open about it which is a good thing. I always think that if you dare to do something.. then, you should not be afraid that others might find out. Well.. actually, she did not plan to get married dat early.. but then, by DeFauLT la.. =P I sincerely.. hope she get a chubby n healthy baby ya.. and also.. live happily ever after ya. *smilez*

I will definitely miss the times.. when we all come back from canteen.. and began to gossip.. or rather.. they will be discussing "family matters". Adulthood.. Mummy's stories.. They are very interesting. I learn alot from them .. Now, I have some ideas on e type of guy i should keep a look out. kekez..^-^ One thing that i really feel is that.. There is really no Politics.. at least in my department. Everyone jokes around. True la.. their pay sucks.. but the people that is really (quote from Cantonese) - mo tuc dang - superb.

Finally, I can take a break. I start working.. NOT IMMEDIATELY AFTER EXAMS but 5 days after. Feeling really very tired and lethargic. Haven exercise for ages..

Then, I ve already plan my week. hah..i always plan my wk ahead. i will be cuttin my hair on monday. Beach maybe also. Tuition if i wana grab some prezzie .. Tuesday.. i ve a pri gathering. for my aussie fren lo.. Chockie - my dearest fren for 14 yrs. He just went Aus.. and came back for holi. We've lost contact for some time.. but well, sometimes.. You just have to believe in Destiny. Cliche. Hey, you never know. =X

Hopefully, i get to go HK on Wed. Waitin ~

Actually, I went to HK before 9 yr back. But, the exciting thing is that.. I'm going with 2 guys. Hey.. coolz siah.. my ge ge.. And we can go pia for food. Yummy~ Forget abt my dieting.. at least for that 3 days. *chuckle*

Tuesday, July 12, 2005

/aWaken..

12:41 PM

Not been sleeping well over the past few days. argh.. someone drag me out again. phew!~

My last few days working in PCI. And I really really like the people here. I know I am blessed to be able to work here with my friendly colleagues. Just that, sometimes.. i do not know how to respond when they tease me. So, i just give a blur look or just giggle or smile. Hmm.. don't know if i too anti-social.. hmm.. I just shy la.

I am lookin forward to end of my attachment. Really lookin forward. I can go for my morning run.. simply just slack. I will find something to do la.

I wanna go vacation. Go HK? wif aaron they all? But i haven ask. Funny if i only girl go alone with 2 of them also. hmm..

Places that my fren went/ about to visit:
- Bintan
- HK
- Thailand (Bangkok)
- Chicago (US)
- Malaysia
- Genting
- China

*envy* gonna do sth about it. =P
- let me sleep ..

Sunday, July 10, 2005

Brood over it

3:32 PM

" Didi, you are the kind who would brood over sth for a long time.. ". IS it?. AM I that kind of person meh? I thought most people also like dat? I just testing la.. I am happily single, though i enjoy my dating game.

Okie. We seemed ridiculous la.. went all the way to Marina to eat Fast food - Carl Jr. Eh. It was not bad but the serving was big. I ate the Super Star - bit like cheeseburger lo. I guess if i live in America and I had to eat this.. like.. on weekly basis, I sure balloon lo. But, i think folks should give it a try la. =)

I should be busy for the last 2 weeks but I just postpone my tuition. kekez..i guess i must be more responsible liao.

Looking forward to beach session next next wk.

*feelin damn paranoid yesterday. I must stop myself from behaving this stupid way.If i had to bounce into him, I will not turn away. There is nothing to hide also.*

12:56 AM

Liping 21th. sWeEt rEcipe cAke!

Thursday, July 07, 2005

parTy all night long..

10:16 PM

I didn't go for work. Cause I only reached home at 6 am today. Super tired. Super seh..

It's my first time.. i drink so much. Feeling damn high. Was ladies night at mohammad Sultan. As we were early, we walked the stretch of MS. Decided to get a drink so we went to Cheeky Monkey.. for my 1st drink - rum with coke. But I think it is quite a terrifying experience when two ladies stand there.. so we quickly make a move after finishing our drinks* one uncle like.. keep lookin in our way*. YUCKS! Si lao tou!

Then, we made our way to Choco Latte. Wah.. it was damn NOT CROWDED lo.. No one was there esp the dance floor. Not like the 1st time.. i went there.. it was damn crowded.. So, we sat down.. with Hammie. As usual, the 2 of them talk cock .. argue.. And i had my second drink.. gin tonic. Btw, i saw my Junyi with his gf, Yuda and Fatty Han. Wah piang.. wat a small world huh..

As we couldn't stand the atmosphere - ( not happening ) there, we decided to change place to Newsroom Bar as suggested by Hammie (he is pro NEwsroom bar and Devils one la.. ) .. I really LIKe the place. kekez.. again. Ladies night.. so free entry lo. I drank hell lots over there.. as we sat at a counter.. and start playing games.. cai quan. Poor Yonghui.. she lost a couple of times * actually she unlucky la*.. and drank really quite alot. Imagine.. she is high lo.. after almost 2 full cups of mix (volka, Tiger, E33, Gin Tonic, borbon coke). The taste sucks la. But, hell.. we drink lo. We drank till 3 plus.. till Yonghui's bf came to pick her up la. kekez. Though he try to help her la.. kekez.. but it was fun. It's the first time..i drink till so high.. No wonder.. stupid hammie always psycho me.. to drink.. more so able to dance.. sayin.. it's fun to drink till high.. once in a while la. kekez. .

That night was really fun.. though there were only 3 of us.. And also.. My mum did not bug me with the phone calls.. No one knew that I was out all night. *shh.. *

Later, i went to have supper with Hammie. And usual.. we went somewhere to talk cok.. and also to rest la. I finally asked Hammie.. about his ex. Wah.. after hearing wat he said, i realise that my break up.. is nth compared to his la. Not say nth la.. but.. I can really feel the hurt lo. I mean after 2 years.. I guessed if i were him, I still bit pa pa.. heez.. can't help feeling sorry for him. =) But, i'm sure things will be better ya. I also don't know how to console him. haiz.

I've a feeling that I'm gonna ve another buddy. Drinkin khakis.. =)

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

East vs West

10:03 PM

don't know why.. recently.. i can't seem to get the person that I want to.. whenever i sms or call. What's wrong with me? or with them? hmm..

Think Ive sort out my thoughts.. still frens? no reply. nvm. sigh..

I still need bit bit more time.

Christina told me in the morning that I'll be on stand-by mode - meaning.. filin for now.. till i finish my attachment. Cos.. I will need to let the Sok Yin.. warm up.. heez.. I'm not learning anything new though.. just getting more pro.. when doing my work. haha.. after 2 whole mths of training. I think it's natural la. Yonghui not working liao.. so.. kinda lonely.. haha.. then, I still ve 8 more days left la. =)

counting down.

I don't know if god is playin a trick on me. Basically, I've "hidden" myself somewhere.. yet, I still meet people that I nv thought I'll meet. Rather I nv want to meet. But, I still met. And I finally recall everything.. birthday party?! hmm.. What a small small world!! you can nv believe the kind of luck that you are having.. I wouldn't call it bad luck.. I can only say that it is fated. Fated that i must go through my flashbacks again and again.. Well.. it's july. I hope it gets better by August.

gonna ve a new bedroom.. with my PC.. in my rm.. yeah.. =) meaning i get to watch my vcd at night .. lying on my cosy sofabed..

Sunday, July 03, 2005

Baron & Erdinger*

12:30 PM

Just down 250 ml of baron.. n I'm almost gone. haha.. That's wat i did last night. I drank abit of the other one which was nicer.. but more ex. Decided that I shall go Sini's hse to drink. It was very relaxing.. kekez.. talk n chat.. drink and eat.. kekez.. kinda sinful and unhealthy. but heck. Gonna "fang zhong" .. for this holi.. till up i pick up my healthy routine when sch reopens.

But, we din't last la. We knocked out at about 1 am. hehez.. then, my dad picked me up the next morning to have breakfast with my bro .. and e whole family la. Coolz.. i like my sunday morning.. =)

*smiley* gonna get some money back.. well, not much .. but enough to pay for my presents..

Saturday, July 02, 2005

9:07 PM

eSplanade~sweet memories

tWisted fATe

10:00 AM

haha.. so ridiculous lo.. Okie. I know some frens may not know I'm talking. Anyway. Doesn't matter. You din't miss out alot.. Cos.. everything's return to norm ya..

NOt gg to blog about how upset I am. I'm not la. Just bit agitated. Enough to make me lose my sleep for one whole night. Just down on my luck. =(

Forget it. Tell myself that I'm going to make full use of 3 days to drown my "sorrows". kekez.. Don't worry folks, I am seriously okie. =)

Busy for the whole wk.. from pri sch gathering.. which was very successful.. to Gillian's birthday party at her place at Kovan. Gillian really dress up like a Princess (w/o a tiara).. pretty, pretty .. everyone dresses in pink too.. (tt's her party's theme). Even her dad and mum. So cute. Happy birthday gal ya.

I suppose Gillian is very blessed like wat Angie say.. I know angie will not read my blog. But dearest Angie, you are also very blessed. Sometimes we just don't take notice of the one's around us. *wink* Think the whole farrago knows what I am talking about. Haiz.. then again, i think it's all in God's plan. =)

Today. Another bday party at Cdans. kekez.. eager to know the bday gal's hunk ya.. *grinz*

I've lost count of the slices of birthday cakes I've eaten since my birthday. =(