Wednesday, February 23, 2005
just let me vent my fustration
haha.. I'm not very frustrated la. Just that .. abit of huh.. so much to do ah? sianz. n things just keep pilin up yet i have to and must do.
Yesterday, celebrate Bren Bday. We went to Lau Pa Sat to eat Satay. Wah.. shiok. haha.. drink coconut water. nice.. yummy. Ordered chilli Kang Kong and sambal stingray.. nice leh.. sinful but really yummy.
Then, we went to have Rochor Tao huey.. my weakest link. haha.. Then, we walk up a hill to bren's hotel. She booked a hotel near Selegie Road. We din't spent a night there but we just sang her a birthday song and recording "dumb" yet funny msg on her new MP3 player. It was cool! Hope u like everything bren, my simple wish for you to is to remain happy always.
ok. now, up to e disgusting schedule i have. My last GE lesson will finally end on thurday which is a presentation day which is going to last one full day. AFter that, i have project till 6 plus. Tuition at 8 pm. I think i be too tired to start doing any work by then.
On friday, i have tuition in e morning, going to help out with my YEP exhibition the whole day in Park Mall. Then, lookin forward to my Kickboxin on Sat morn, follow by e exhibition itself. Then, dinner with them and Heli. * Sorry Heli, couldn bring you around. But, really hope to see you soon!* Sunday.. my mugging day for quiz on e following Monday. At night, might go for a dinner with Heli they all.
Then, before you know it, school reopen with 2 quizes n 1 proj due on that week itself. Sucky huh!
Everyone's gg holi or abroad. So good. I also want. But, i cant. Nvm .. i shall wait for my chance. =P lookin forward to friday.. haiz.. *am i sick or wat?*
Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Computer Crash
I really hate my PC. Hate it when i needed it most. Anyway, Its time to change to a new one. I have using it for past 3 years. You know what, I'm still using Windows 98. So.. cant tahan already. It all begins from Spyware. Don't what the heck it is. And the worst thing is i just paid something online.. n.. now.. my com jus refused to cooperate.
The irony is I don feel sad at all. I know that my photos and my Mp3 songs will be gone. Have a feeling abt it. Though good-hearted Wencai say he want to lend me an external hard disk to save mine "belongings". But, don't know why. I actually feel relieve. I feel so light-hearted.
The feeling like some old parts being left for good. Some memories remain. I will cherish that. Hmm.. really like that feeling. haha..
tink my mood is getting better n better each day. At the same time, i am paranoid. I don't want any ups n downs.. extremes kind. I prefer to have a peace of mind. I took 4 mths to achieve that. so, I don't want my effort to go down the drain.
very confused la. Don wanna ask why. Cos i am not ready to know the reason. I don't wanna know also. very complex.
I just hope to change my PC asap, finish my sem break n e wk after next (2 quiz n master budget).
Waiting ..
Happy Bday Bren!
Saturday, February 19, 2005
Kickboxing
Hey, today i attend my first lesson of Kickboxing. Fun, tiring n really very tiring. I was late so by e time i got there, they were already kicking "enthusiasically". So, i try to catch up. It was fun. Alot of cardio gg on manz.. i was panting lo. Not that i want to hao lian, even though i did regular jogging, I still find it very tiring esp. the legs. Wah.. after 12 lessons, i think, i be super fit haha.. the instructor quite good. AFter the cardio, we did some stretching, relaxing. We learn how to do proper crunches. Wah.. that is e "siong" part. I cheated la.. haha.. i miss a few times cos it was very strenuous on my "abdominals". heez.. But, i can feel it lo. e tension on my abdominals. Think i will work hard myself. haha..
Today, while i was eating with Aaron, Sini.. n juniors at Sakae, we were talkin PMS in a relationship. Wah.. then, my Junior say something that is really really very sweet. I was like.. ooh..
He said that he will take note of his gf monthly period. And, so he will know when to treat his gf better during times of the month. When i say better, I really mean literally better k. I was like.. wah.. damn sweet lo.. He is those kind very innocent kind.. haha.. how i envy heez..
Today, i did sth stupid la. But, i just follow my heart. Deep down, i know that this is just e beginning. It will end soon. So, just enjoy e process la. I am savouring every moment now. =)
Friday, February 18, 2005
Trust? Trust not.
The issue on Trust. Is really hard to trust someone completely. I know that you feel bad when ur fren tells you that he/ she don't trust you. But, i don't mean it. Seriously. I cannot trust anyone. Haiz..
Sometimes, I just hope that i put down my "shield". But, I know I can't. I can't afford to get hurt again. Then, e ''Fabian" issue jus come back. So, I shall not make any conclusion now.
I think is just human nature. I have conflicting thoughts. I know I cant have it. I know I cant be too optimistic. Trying to curb what's gg on my mind. Trying to focus on my work. That is my priority.
Letting go.
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
Happy Valentine's Day
Thought today, i feel damn sad. haha.. i din. I only feel it when i climb down to S4 where they ve NBS week so there is a bazaar over there. Valentine's Gifts! Flowers! Wah.. sianz.. haa.. was tellin wencai n rong ge there i feel so sore haha.. they were like, nvm la. then, you go home lo. haha.. true huh.. trying to escape from reality.
I pon my RM tutorial, all thanks to wencai n rong ge ya. Haiz.. went back and took an hour's nap before heading to CC to do bit of studying. Quite productive ya. Then, i went for a jog. Think i hate joggin soon. haha. but I must do it. don't know y. Was panting lo. It must be e CNY food.
Then, i spent my evening with my tuition kid. After that, i did something naughty la. ok. I don't what am i doing k. ok. I just keep my fingers cross. Whatever happen, happen lo. No point thinking too much. Time will tell.
damn u krystal!!! *wink*
Sunday, February 13, 2005
A Girls night out
After wandering for more than half an hour, we decide to chill out at one of the pubs at Boat Quay. It has a nice ambience and they provide good service. We ordered 3 pints of Hoegarden and 3 bottles for only $53. Cheap huh? yeah.. so, one person only pay $6 bucks only. Damn la. Eating Pizza and beer. What a luxury! heh.. this kinda of thing, cannot do too often la. Firstly, is not healthy. Next, is expensive too. heez..
Hope Yian like the present - Denim Jacket. Cool ya. sure complement her when she is on Zongcheng's bike. haha..
O ya. I got hooked up at the pub. This is what i was trying to do anyway. haha.. anyway. It kinda of make u feel flattered la. kekez. think is e way i dress last night. Well, if you ask me wear that to school! No way. Firstly, Rong ge will say.. "Eh.. y u dress like that? go out ah?" Then, wencai will "go out?" haha. i mean, okie la. Dress nice once for a while (once in a blue moon) also not bad. haha.. goes to show that you are still "worthly". Though this kinda of "tao hua" is kinda of "man-made" n "shallow".
Now, you know why girls get hooked up pretty fast when dress sexily. Haiz.. only to one conclusion. Some guys are really cheap! I shall not indulge in their "fantasies". kekez..
Valentine coming. Sad? Hmm.. maybe. Well, I be busy on that day though so probly i won't think so much also. Envy? Not really. Lost? I think so. Love? ...
Saturday, February 05, 2005
Reunion Dinner
Had my secon Reunion Dinner. This time is not e Fattty Restaurant which is of higher prices and a pathetic amt of food.
Wednesday, February 02, 2005
BLOGGING = NOT BUSY
THAT IS ABSOLUTELY NOT TRUE. I have tons to do. Still, unwilling to pull myself up. Seriously, no matter how hard to i try to persuade myself. Gonna slap myself le.
Darn. As i was flippin my "schedule book", all these days trying to "cheat" myself, refusing to admit that I have lots of assignments - external n internal waiting for me to clear. It seems like it is piling up and there is more coming in. Ranging from my Documentation for my expedition, sch proj like FYP to etc. Beside that, i still have ongoing stuffs like my CCA n tuition n driving which is my bread and butter.
Hey manz. I finally able to park my car "parallely". Muahahahhaha....... after several attempts n lesson. I shall learn my vertical parking next monday. Yeah .. NEXT>>>
O ya. On monday night itself, went to a pub which is on top of Mt Faber with Andre, Christina and Dom. Initially din want to go, don feel like drinkin these few days. kekez..i think because i don want to ve beer belly n that beer contains high calories. This is e only reason la.
Anyway, i went but i drank cocktail named Colorado. It taste awful. Seriously, I still prefer my beer. Any beer. I taste a bit of the Singapore Sling. It wasn't nice too. Dom drank hot coffee with liquor. Taste funny also. i mean bitter. So, the conclusion is : I DONT LIKE COCKTAIL.
Back at Mt faber, jus remind me of e LONG WALK on New Year EVE on 2003. Wah.. reminicing the old times man. This time, having a different set of feeling and friends joining me. So, the whole feeling was different. Duh.. Well, saw alot of couples. They have some couches but you need to spend at least $70 n above to be able to seat on those couches la. But, i think hor, it is easy to spend more than 70 la. Cos we spend about $65 already for 4 people. So, i just happen to see a couple drinkin wine n watch the '"view" from top of Mt Faber. Seriously, i really think there is no privacy lo. But like wat Dom say, WHO CARES. kekez.. all right, if you say so. haha..
Seems like alot of ppl going Australia to study. Andre gg to Sydney. My pri sch fren, Yuyan going too. ENVY leh.. kekez..
Bu tong ren bu tong ming la. kekez.. but, i still wish them all the best. =)
gonna meet up with my favourite bunch of gals. yeah.. *clap*