Saturday, November 14, 2009
15 Nov 2009
Woah.. I have not keepin myself update with dates.. other than..lookin at the calendar.. knowing which NAV date I am doing on the current day.. keeping tabs on the date of bills which I have been busy clearing .. and trying to keep up.. Now.. I don't even bother with holidays.. (national holidays) because its the same every day.. other than.. knowing that i can sleep abit more (like 1 hr) on a sat/ sun. and Now waking up knowing that I don't have to go tuition..
The feeling is quite good..
Well.. I don't really feel that my life miserable till I read other's blogs.. when I know that my friends are going for their holidays.. or rather spending their time.. doing nothing but in overseas.. I admire them.. and to tell the truth.. I want to be like them.. I want to spend without worry that I might not have enough to pay for the bills.. or rather I may need the money.. in case of emergency..
Well.. I feel tired actually.. maybe due to lack of exercise..I don't even feel motivated to go to work.. My leaves are reserved for special purposes.. and also.. my colleagues are blocking to take theirs.. for holidays or for rest.. I am looking forward to .. actually I don't look forward to any..
Waiting for time to tick .. to pass away.. slowly but steadily..
My weekends are occasionally filled with activities.. like meeting with friends.. which I still enjoy.. but sometimes.. I feel bit lazy though.. heez.. but glad that my friends still ask me out occasionally.. and I really am guilty that I am not making effort.. these few days..
Well.. I am still single and not married. But am leading a life .. dull ? fruitful? ha..
I have been avoiding these.. I guess its time that I do that.. spend more time with family and my loved one. I have spending time with my friends for the past 24 years of my life..
子育养儿,而亲不在 。 (Chinese proverb)
Don't wanna live with regrets.. =P
Recently my dear have been asking what gifts I want for christmas.. Actually nothing I want in particular... I do not have any material needs that I want to satisfy..
A part of growing up is knowing how much u can do.. and knowing what you can't. Knowing when to stretch yourself.. knowing not everyone can be as fortunate or as unfortunate as u..
This is life. Another phrase of life..