Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Greed
Greed is the only word that i can used to describe my feeling, my intention..
The first thing i did when i came back from phuket. is to check out the latest airfare promotion/ hotel..
thinking of where to go next.. batam? Batam view resort? Harris resort?
The first thing I wanna do today is to sold off my stocks.. get some petty cash.. (well.. I can only hold on
to it.. the only consolation is that it "might" pay off my Europe trip.. )
The thing I wanna do now is to quit my job.. and find something more interesting..
Life is getting dull.. I wanna get out of the rut..
I know I can. I will.
hee..
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I have not been updating for quite awhile
Down with a flu and a sore throat which started several days ago.. Feeling quite all right now.. after taking some medicine.. and rest..
I don't understand how come I always get sick and have my period at the same time.. its a dreadful feeling.. with the cramps and all that.. I seldom have cramps.. the kind of "feels like dying" kind.. but still.. i feel miserable.. =P luckily my "daddy" help massage my lower back.. it feels like its breaking somehow..
It's my 3rd week of "saving".. well.. I must say.. I make myself proud.. =) Hmm.. with the medical bills piling.. It's an indication that I must save. Recently, I make another investment.. hmm..
for fun I guess.. hmm.. hoping to make some quick bucks.. x fingers..
O.. and I just send out a resume.. I need to thank someone. My daddy again. For doing up the template and vetting/ amending my resume.. Sometimes I feel irritated by myself... that someone is always helping me.. I end up "riding" on others..
Don't like that feeling.. Well.. I hope I can buck up then.. =)
Hai~ whaT can i do to make more money??? It never occur to me that I live to make money..
Hmm..
Problems that can be solved using money is not a problem..
So.. what's the issue here?
random thoughts.. ignore me. =)
Gonna phuket in 6 days time.. I can't wait!!