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Name: Calista
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Monday, April 26, 2010

Going on 26..

8:35 AM

What is it to feel like when u are passing the 25 .. big step. Need to read a good book .. perhaps a good motivational book to feel inspired.

Draggin myself to read the thick stack of CFA notes.. Life like that? Going for the next certification.. going for the next pay jump.. and perhaps .. land in a big pile of greenbacks..

Hmm.. this 26 year marks the year where I am going through a series of "school = torture", "job - hopping" and perhaps.. married??!!
This sounds way too over .. too happening.. my life seems to be thrown into a dice.. u don't know what u don't know.. the odds.. that gains.. and the losses *of course*

I always think of myself.. ironically when I tot I used to think of others before me.. okie. I admit. I am selfish.

Sometimes.. things don't go your way.. ur friends might not understand .. and perhaps.. ur family may not understand. what's worse.. even ur lover may not understand..
The only person u can believe in.. YOURSELF.

Trying to believe and to overcome the fear.. Fear of losing. Fear of gossips.. Fear that u cannot make it.. Fear that u might not think through enough.. or complete.

I try not to think too much. Because it will waiver my decision.

I know it's bad. I'm sorry if I made u work harder. Please respect my decision like I will always respect urs..

I need a break. A real break.