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Name: Calista
Age: shh..
Zodiac: Taurus
Location: Prague
Profession: Greedy
A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Sunday, January 29, 2006
nian chu yi
9:29 AM
standard. Relatives will just come my house to visit my Grandma. Then, we will go to my youngest aunt's place for a lunch. AFter tat.. go home.

U must thinkin.. boring right? ha.. I also think so too..

Came back abt 2pm.. i did my fyp.. till 4 pm. Was bored. So i watch bit of tv.. nth to watch also. I took a little nap.. till 5 plus. Before i decided to go for a run at abt 6pm.

ha.. Then, i finished my run at abt 640pm.. head back for a shower before headin to Jiepeng's house to pai nian. I decided that I should change my new year's routine. so.. i went thr abt 730pm. We talked cok.. till 10pm. His house was empty. All his relatives were at next-door (grandma's house).

The fun part began at 10pm. We started gambling awhen his sis came back. We played "in-between" with poker cards. The game goes like this. Everyone has 2 cards. If e 3rd card is really "in-between" u win. But before u accept e 3rd card,u have to say e amt of money. If i say " 10 bucks" and e 3rd card really turns out to be in-between, u win.

I win some, lose some . As i got a double pay-out once .. out goes 16 bucks. ha.. some people even folk 50 bucks or more. woah.. really have heart-attack. It was hilarious. I was laughing n laughin non-stop .. When u think u are "impossible" to lose.. u may lose. so.. it's really a matter of luck.

I would say that..i have not laugh so much for a long time. But it's really very fun. Although, overall, I lost.

I went back at abt 1230 am. After e last batch of money was won by JP's cousin. A total of $100 +. He showhand la..

I have to pia my FYP now.. Dear folks, i will be back on Friday. YEah. my long awaited trip. =D

*i just want to say that my buddy really makes good bf.* I am abit ... hmm.. something is wrong with my hormones.. help Me! ha..


Tuesday, January 24, 2006
super Mario aka Million Moves Man
6:33 PM
wEnt sAlsa yesterday cos i figured out that I will not be able to go down this wed or thurs .. and i'm so gonna miss my salsa e whole of next wk.. I'll be away. Lookin forward to ya..

Yesterday, USQ is exceptionally crowded. I din't realised till Eugene drag me, sini and Sharon into the lounge ( e other part of the USQ). suPer MariO was there and there was a forum going on. ha.. Eugene always share his salsa "goodies" with me..ha..

Anyway. There he was. He is an indian. Very tall. REally. more than 1.9 m i think. and rather big size.

After the forum ended about 930 plus, we went out and once again i head out to the dance floor lookin for my "baits". I saw some of the regulars one.. * this time, i make sure that I know exactly who I am dancing with" before i approach him for a dance. Cause i know that if i don't make e first step, i will never. Never dance.

Ha.. very happy. Yesterday, i dance alot. I saw my adidas guy. He was invited by my instructor to go for a beginner's class as there was not enough guys in my class( tt was way back in sept 2005). He is good. He was perspiring badly.. ha.. by e time, i ask him for a dance, i was also bit panting ha.. but well well, he is really fun.. he look serious n stern but yesterday he was all smiley.. ha.. though i know.. i did a few wrong steps. heck.. a few wrong steps won't kill u.

another dance that i really enjoy is my 2nd or 3rd dance. I saw this guy. .. i know he is good cause he always dance with good salseras .. Anyway. Yep.. i "volunteer" ha..

He was turning me ..seriously.. all i can remember is that I was spinning n spinning.. he is a good lead.. he did tell me what moves he's going to execute.. ha.. Though only both of us know what we doing.. half e time, i was tryin to follow what he's leading though. trying to keep my balance after spinning.. I did not do spotting.. I wanted.. but everytime he caught me off-guard. I must try to do that .. =P

After e dance, i felt good but at e same time, i was thinking.. was he trying to "kill" me.. i mean just because i ask him a dance, is he taking "revenge"? ha.. i think i think too much.

Yesterday, i feel bit bad that i drag sini along.. after our shopping trip.. woah. sini really shop alot.. ha..

I din't. cause my account headin depletion. I think.. i really need to save up.. bit. I don't eat alot. so i sav up on tat. Every week, i will just spend on salsa. every wk, i will spent roughly + 14 bucks. But, sometimes.. i would go for extra salsa.. i mean if there is a event or wat. so i tend to overspend.

ha.. Yesterday, i went to Metro at Paragon, i saw this white skirt.. very pretty.. it is white. and it has lace on top.. ha.. very princess-sy again. very shu nu.. ha.. i also saw this green satin kind of material skirt.. very girly.. ha.. i like it too.. =D

Sorry gal.. drag u to USQ. now, u know what I am talkin about huh.. why i am so crazy over salsa.. maybe i got alot of time la.. ha.. * Quite true u know*

Other than my school, FYP, Tuition and work (to support me and my new hobby), i delicate most of my time to salsa..

yup.. Everynow and then, my mum will say..u dance so much, no need study ah? ha.. i do. but i also know that, if i don't make use of time to do things that i like.. when will i ever have such time again? wait till i start to pa-tor? or wait till i start a family? or wait till i retire?

Hmm.. I make a promise to myself that when i start work at e later part of e year.. I know i will work very hard. That's a promise.


Monday, January 23, 2006
I must blog this
8:35 AM
I scared i forgot.

It happens everytime.

Today.. unbelievable. Even my tuitee plays a trick on me. He is sick. So no tuition today also. Basically, other than doing FYP and watchin tV, i did nothing else.

O. i said i was idlin right. yeah. Munchin also.. ha. Feeling bloated but still munch some more. ate 3 Popiahs within 2-3 hrs. Power siah.

I was thinking and feeling bad that I had to criticise/ humiliate/ despise that Old man - Roy. ha.. Actually, he did nothing wrong though. I am always like tat. Talk behind one's back.. i mean.. how bad the person.. B4 i can really like person, i will think .. how come he like dat one.. I mean..i don know why. but .. i am like dat. Even Yian also tell me that I very bad..

Actually, i am not pretty, or particularly smart or hardworking or slim or wat.. but i will still continue to "pi pan" others.. (sorry i really don't know how to explain tt word). hmm..

I think i must get rid of this bad habit. I think i inherit from my mum. ha..

I guess if i want to find my perfect "prince charming"... i must be damn good la.. B4 i criticise others for being fat, vain or wat.. I must be "perfect" myself.. I always think if a guy is smart.. he must be jerk.. if he is hardworking, i will think he got no life. if he is handsome, i think I only look but don even give a damn to even know him.. If he is rich, but I think.. I have nth to "hiam" but maybe.. i will. His looks, his characters.. must ve flaws one la.. So, i will pick them out again..

So, to find my partner, I must be his perfect gf huh..

Ok. I will learn to be perfect. How to?

Learnin to love myself is one Big step towards that goal.


UnLucky
2:09 AM
haiz.. i head off to school. But i did not make it there. I found out that I left my bus card at home just when e bus arrived. Shitz.. so i went home to get it and then i found out that I lost my concession card. Damn.. i turned my room upside down.. but still i couldnt find my f***ing card. So angry. So frustrated. In e end, i had to miss my lesson. Everything that i planned.. gone wasted. shitz..

So, i end up eating.. ha.. very hungry. As i was searching my wardrobe, i realised that i had not tidy my wardrobe for a long time. stacks n stacks of clothes stacking up.. So, i poured everything out.. and threw out clothes that I decided that i should leave them for good. haiz.. after throwing "them" out.. i feel better. ha.. Finally, I swept my room. The things on my sofa-bed are finally cleared for good.

One thing that make me really frustrated or rather pei chei.. is my feet. I did not mention in e earlier post that I got stepped yesterday at DXO. Someone stepped on me.. (the heels) on top of my feet. I tell u, terrible. Although not as bad as Sharon la.. her's is worst. But now.. e top surface of my right foot is scratched, bruised (blue-black). When i wear my birkie.. wah can feel bit painful.

Can't help swearing. But i am feeling better so no worries ya.

This blog is my outlet for venting my anger.. ha.. =)

*i found my concession card at last. It's at JE interchange. Gonna collect it tml. That saves e day. =D*


Sunday, January 22, 2006
Fiesta C@liente 2006
7:28 PM
just check the meaning of CaliEnte.. means hOt. hmm..

went with Sharon to DXO yesterday to attend Fiesta CaLiente - a salsa event. Henry Knowles was spinning that night. From Gupson (e founder of ADS - dance studio), he is one if not the best salsa DJ in the world, so we just head there to see how good he is.. ha.. Well, i think the songs we heard last night isn't much diff from what we heard from Union. I still like Latinas? a girl - band. Wah..they are really powerful. Powerful vocals. But they are going back le. hmm.. i will miss them.

I did a few dance. Well, then, i think i asked the wrong guy. Damn.. this 40 + guy whom i ask to dance with.. irritating. First, he didn really do alot of "turns" - From what i remember, I did a lot of right turns only. That's it. Still, he got the cheek to ask for my no. I gave la. hard to reject. I still ve to go to union one lo.. =(

anyway. Why i say he is irritiating.. cos.. he put his hand on my hips when he talk to me.. makes me so uncomfortable lo. But, that's it la. Then, i just feel like vomiting only. Pui~ I was storming back to Sharon. Angry angry.. as I am typing this..i feel so "being taken advantage". ha.. Well, if you say this is being taken advantage, well.. then when u r dancing.. u are more prone to being "victimised". ha..

Damn.. I will try not to go Union on Sat.. to prevent seeing him.. his name is Roy. Pui~ Digusting Roy.

Think i shall stop blogging abt him.. I shall talk abt my dance with Afia? e cute guy that me and Sharon is "bio-ing". ha.. he has got a baby-face. I enjoyed my dance with him..

I stopped dancing at ten plus.. cos.all e experts on e floor. Woah.. the space is small also.

I change my music to No Me Ames (Love me not) by Jennifer Lopez and Marc Anthony. I think is nice. I heard this when me and Sharon were eating dinner at Cavana at Marina SQ yesterday. There was a big LCD screen showing Jennifer's MTVs. I thought this song was very familiar. ha.. u can imagine listening to this song. and dance slowly with a partner.. hmm..=)

gg to do my FYP by Today. Tuition @night. I know this week will just breeze by. CNY comIng!


Saturday, January 21, 2006
RibBon pArty
9:07 AM
jus came back from Bugis. Got a treat from my buddy-JP.. at Ajisen. kekz.. due to a big "mac" lunch at 4 pm.. i couldn't eat much.. so i only order a plate of california sushi only. ha.. wasted huh. should ve order more.. but my stomach damn full..

kez.. I told ya..i lurve shoppin with my buddy.. he is my "bf" when it comes to buyin clothes.. pick some clothes and ask u to try.. ha.. but u don't ve to please him though.. so he kena "rejected" everytime.. ha.

In e end, i bought some clothes.. so for my CNY.. i sought of settle le.. I bought a long-sleeve white tee (abit off shoulder kind with a ribbon on e side near e shoulder).. kind of class ha.. for this year.. my theme for the New Year is to be a Ribbon lacy prIncess..

very "princess-sy" ha.. reminds me of Gillian. Cause i just bought a top.. a white, stretchy kind of material.. with gold ribbons on e collar.. I like this kind of clothes.. ha.. very "elegant - classy kind.. "

I just need a bag.. but I haven really see one that I really like. But today, i don't really have shoppin mood.. cause I think I am just bit fat now.. my Buddy was like.. u need to lose some weight in order to fit into that outfit. hmph~ ha..

Many times.. ppl mistake my buddy as my bf..sometimes.. I think he is la. my very good boy-friend whom i take it for granted. Today, i wanted to tell him.. abt a story. A story tt happens on xmas day to a very good fren of mine. I hope.. history won't repeat itself. But i din't. I don't know how to start the topic. I thought it would spoil our wonderful "date". ha..

e song is just perfect isn't it? ha..


Thursday, January 19, 2006
5:47 PM

ha.. sHowiNg off heRe ha..  Posted by Picasa


5:46 PM

cLeaRer Pic~ cOmfy ~ dOuble tUrns HeRe i Cum.. Posted by Picasa


5:45 PM

mY nEw daNcIg shOes ~ shimMeRiNG gOld Posted by Picasa


Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Knowing ur 'place'
1:29 AM
just came back from work.. pouring outside.

haiz.. today's topic is office politics. Though e place isn't a office. but's its scary. My lady boss called me.. and told me that one of the new colleague not working. Hmm.. Actually, i not very "shou" with her.. she look aloof.. or rather i look aloof cos i din talk to her.. ha..

My situation don't allow me to talk at work. I know that e cashier isn't very pleased now. I kena scolded also today. Cos i blur la.. Blur Queen. ha.. Next time, i will remember to ask the customer how much money they give ..before giving them e change. haiz..

U will get it.. when the cashier is seriously busy and u make "tiny" mistakes..

Now, i get stress up when i work. Often, i do not know which group i belong to.. the whole atmosphere is tense. i mean sometimes. U can feel the "explosive" in e air.. I made a smart decision by moving into the kitchen. hah.. but it's not helpful in e long-term. I told my mum about it.. she was advising me to resign/ quit. since it is so "luan".

I told her. I take this as a learning experience lo. I am very fortunate that I have nv meet unpleasant people till now. And this is the chance for me.. to learn how to adapt and also.. test my EQ. Actually, even though I am being told off by e cashier today. I don't feel bitter la. I know it's because I am blur la. I just need to use my brains abit next time i work. Need to be focus abit.

then again, if the situation does not improve.. then, maybe I should move on le. Anyway, I am only a part-timer. I do not want to be affected by this unneccessary politics.

Just hope that I won't commit some stupid mistakes and kena ticked off again. No work on wed n thurs.. =D

salsa @ Union at 8.50pm.Any takers?


Monday, January 16, 2006
6:59 AM

my WallpaPer~ lUv it~ Posted by Picasa


6:58 AM

Rain is So cUte~ Posted by Picasa


Sunday, January 15, 2006
Full House
2:44 AM
Woah.. borrowed from Muiling last Friday after Salsa class. kekz.. heard lotsa good comments of this korean drama.. Well well.. it sure make me cry like mad. ha.. it's funny too.. kekz..

I started watchin yesterday and i watched till 5 am.. sleep again.. woke up at 11 and started watchin non-stop till now.. eyes. bit puffy.. (from e crying) ha..

I must say that.. Full house is like most of the "good" "idol drama".. the background music is nice.. makes u teary.. o I must comment on Rain right. ha.. Well. He is definitely one hot hunky-looking actor.. ha.. I like him wearing shirts ha.. with his top unbuttoned.. *woah.. ha.. *

watchin such drama is like.. going thru one "relationship"- fantasy of course. They will make u laugh and cry. Well, after watching the drama, I feel like going into a relationship too..ha.. but, I'm sure this thought will subside after several days.. unless i get someone as hunky as Rain. ha..

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I also realise that Rain's character - a guy who looks tough on the outside, not very good at expressing himself, stubborn, sometimes whine abit, showing care n concern in a very subtle way, bad-temper always seem to attract gals..

A gal will think that such guys.. are unpredictable, yet very sweet.. Such people only exist in e drama. sAd.

I am so full after eating my dinner. Also, I've been lyin on my mattress (watchin drama) for the past 10+ hours.. head bit giddy..

I need to start doin my FYP and homework. =P Gambate!


Thursday, January 12, 2006
hibernate for 5 hrs
4:47 AM
Just came back from a chalet.. woah.. another night with little sleep before headin to school today. But I'm okie as compared to e rest. I managed to catch 2 hrs of sleep.

O.. I managed to talk to Dom via the webcam set up by KH. Thanks babe. ha.. It's my first time using webcam. It's so damn cool. Dom had to wake up at 6 am in morn (US time) to talk to us.. ha.. Technology does wonder ..

Of course. If we can talk face to face, it would be better. But then, he would only be back in 2 yrs time. ha.. I realised that even if u pay me 1 k to be a tai tai.. I would not do it. cos i be so damn bored. ha.. Maybe I'm still young n active la.. ha.

O.. last Wednesday, i went to work.. o.. manz.. haiz.. i encounter Politics la.. hmm.. I was helpin my colleagues washin some utensils.. (as they were eating their lunch), I was asked to do something else. Evelyn was like" U very free ah?" "come n count $ for me!".. hmm.. okie. I tot.. it's okie to help one another .. but then, I was told not to do so.. hmm.. everyone should just do their "own" job aka mind their own business.. hmm. I just think that I am so stupid to be so honest.. causing internal conflicts. I shall keep my damn bloody mouth shut!

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chalet at Aranda Country Club beside Downtown East. We won a 2 day 1 night chalet it from the Carnival held last year. Ha.. as usual, the Farrago always crowd together (JK, Sini, Yiwen, HJ, KH and me). Talking about life.. love life actually. Only HJ e only one to get attached. Funny thing is that she is e only one who has got a "big Problem" now..

It's e first time I see JK being frank abt his past relationship. ha.. We had so much in common. Our mindset. OUr setbacks. Our learning n healing process. We come to a conclusion too.. "In love, we must learn to be CRUEL. WE must learn to be cruel in order to learn to be kind. (excerpt by Sini). How true. Cruelty forces us to learn from reality. To pick oneself up. To learn to be strong. Cause other than yourself. No one can save u.

I really hate people who try to be tactful when it comes to breaking up. No matter how tactful you put it across, the impact is e same.

Excerpt by JK " 5 years down e road, the person(hurt) will be thankful for his/her cruelty" It took me 1 year plus to realise this. ha.. actually around 1 year la. I am so thankful. (e way i put it..like very insincere hor.. but it comes from the bottom of my heart).

It's not good to feel guilty abt something la. I've already discuss this topic before. I've felt guilty before. And really it haunts u. It makes u feel uneasy. No one is perfect. Time is such as powerful tool that it will just washes everything, if not,most of things away. I would like to think that I have selective memory. I will choose to remember the things i want to remember, and forget those that I want to forget. Of course, I won't ever forget my painful lessons..

Let's just hope that 2006 will turns out be joyful for all my DEAREST: ANYTHINGALS, FARRAGOES, my SWEETEST BUDDY, ECONS GAN, YEP mates, friends and most importantly to MY WONDERFUL FAMILY.

"now u studyin, workin, dancin n givin tuition. can take it anot? beta watch ur health loh" - wif such sweet message. What else can i ask for? =D


Sunday, January 08, 2006
Exotic dance 2005
7:53 AM
just wanna clarify that e pics taken from ADS night in 2005. Remember? i told ya that I went for ADS night back in dEcember 2005? hmm..

Cool siah.. I'm not learning e dance la.. so you won't be seeing me in any of those pics in e near future. ha.. i shall save it for my future husband. Or rather for ya girls.. hmm..if I really master it and if I've got e guts la.. kekz.. don dare me k.. cos u bet I would do it.. ha. =P

o.. NTU is so damn slow siah.. they are introducing salsa lessons nw! duh~ hmm.. taught by this instructor named Gary. sound so familiar.

U can visit e website:

http://www.dance-en-motion.com/

woah.. he sure looks young. ha.. Damn.. i must master my Double turn if i really wanna learn from other schools. ha.. =) he looks quite cute also. ha.. =D

I also saw this instructor from this dance school named Stephanie. Okie. She looks familiar. I think i saw her in Union before. ha.. hmm.

Been raining for e past few days. ..Please stop manz.. It sure deters me from going running. It's not helpin me ya..

Went out with Dewei last sat for a lunch. I am really impressed and admire his "positive attitude". ha..I really can't imagine anyone as optimistic as u ya.. ha.. thanks for ur "comforting" words ya.. We shall work hard together. Towards our own goals. Thanks for takin time to read my blog too.. ha.. =P

I did say that the past wk was rather hectic for me. Ha.. It sure was. I received an sms last monday. it goes like this..

"Have a wonderful 2006.... , Miss Krystal" That sms woke me up. I replied " who is this?". To my horror, or rather surprise, I realised it's you, my dear M. ha.. well well.. sometimes you really never know what you get..

If one day, I get to see you again (hope I will not hide). I would just walk towards you and say hi. *grinz* after all, u made me realise what I am still capable of .. =D


7:52 AM

Exotic dance from ADS night 2005~ Posted by Picasa


7:50 AM

FiNale eXotic huh~ Posted by Picasa


Saturday, January 07, 2006
It's a busy week
2:38 AM
Nope. Not tuition that is keeping me busy. Rather. It's my work n FYP that is takin time.

Been working this week (3 out of 5 days). Monday holi? So I rest at home doing my FYP. Tuesday, I went to work (terribly busy that aftnoon), tuition in e evening and salsa @night. Wednesday (work, FYP n went to Ada bday celebration at Suntec), Thursday I went to sch and went back home for FYP again. Fri I went to work, salsa lesson n Union partying). Busy hor? ha.. I am so proud ha.. =D

Okie. First thing first.

Ada Celebration. hah.. actually he hinted to angie that He wanted to cut a cake. So, ha.. e Farrago went.. n He CUT E CAKE at NYDC at Suntec. Everyone ate pasta or baked rice except me.. with my tiny chicken pie. It's e first time i touch e water fountain (wishing fountain).. something like dat. ha. We had to walk 3 rounds.. In e end, i was so focused in completing my 3 rounds that I forgot to make my wish. Shh... i won't tell anyone my wish.

Angie was very sweet. She dedicated a song "friends" for him & e Farragoes. ha.. I'm sure Ada felt very happy. The happiest man on EARTH! kekz.. We had alot of fun..

Next. I think i shall skip my Salsa thingy la.. It's too boring to say it over n over again.

I would say that i am a good girl for once. I did my fyp thingy.. ha.. =)

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I told Sharon that I realised that I've changed. I'm no longer scared if someone speaks to me.. esp a stranger. He or she would be like anyone I wld befriend in Union. It's common to say hi to anyone u don't know. For example, yesterday i mistook one of Eugene'e friend but heck.. I apologised for being so blur and just introduce myself.. n make one more salsera friend.. =P Her name is Ericia.. she dances well.. =)

Maybe I often stick to one group of friends in uni.. (either my farrago or Wencai they all) They are my best buddies.. =P

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One thing i observed during work (waitressing) is that a person should learn to be "shi xiang". It's really important to observe and pick up skills fast. There is this newcomer (who is slow and tend to mumble when she speaks)... And seriously, being a waitress in a busy shop (sometimes), we cannot afford to do things slowly. So, she kena la.. from my fellow colleagues.. (who do gossip behind her). I din join in.. but i just listened. This society is so evil la.. we just can't seem to accept people who are slower than us. Last friday, i also kena from e casher lady. I was washing e cups.. but i haven wash e tray. So she came along and ask me why i din wash e tray. I was like.. hmm.. after dat lo.. She gives me a "duh?" look la.. and said "e way u all do things.. boss employ 10 more people also no use la!" I was speechless! so I walked away.

I know why she is talkin like dat la.. When you are used to doin certain things in a certain manner, you can't really accept other people way of doing things. hmm.. I am not angry or wat la.. It just sets me thinking for a while.

I am tired. I feel like sleeping. BUt i've got some FYP to do.. *yawn*. Take a nap.. =) Yup. I shall.


Monday, January 02, 2006
5:24 PM

wHich 1 is MiNE?! *pink one* Posted by Picasa


5:24 PM

xMas sTeamBoat ~ Posted by Picasa


5:23 PM

mY sHarK wOnt bITe! Posted by Picasa


5:22 PM

@ e Bar- cOunter Posted by Picasa


yawn!
6:28 AM
finally finish my fyp. B4 goin down to sch on Wed to collect some more data~

Haiz.. FYP is really a pain in my ass! =P

c la.. i miss out alot.. last fri.. my best fren - Ms Koh.. told me that you all chat quite alot on last fri in HOlland V. heez..

kk. going to watch my Taiwanese drama.. (sini lend me on e last day of my exam and I haven got time to watch it.. ) ha.. now.. gg to watch it.. if not very paiseh la.. borrow so long le.. =P

I don't know when i will start talking again. Maybe soon, maybe never. Take care still.


Sunday, January 01, 2006
New Year Resolution~
9:16 PM
Cliche siah.. But I will still make mine.

E generic one would be " Hope my 2006 will be more interesting than 2005!~

Okie. LIke all gals.. i wish for a slimer body.. or rather i wanna my fitter body..

Well.. all these resolution would be useless if i don really practise what i preach.. ha..

So.. Yup! I'm so gonna make my resolution turn into reality! Stop temptin me.. u evil, dirty, smelly "devil" .. ha..

Okie. I slept for 2 hrs.. before rushing down to kTV at Clementi yest. I promised somebody that I'll be there.. so I crawled out of bed.. ha.. =P

To sum up my 2005:

time really flies hor.. can't believe it .. that it's over now.. Do i ve any regrets? Hmm.. not really. I did e things that I want to do.. my wakeboarding.. *woOh.. It's really fun!* My salsa~ learning still.. =P it's really sizzling hot! ha.. I got my driving license too.. started out in 2004 n i finally got it on 12 Dec 2005. ha. so I've quite accomplished not things but most of it..

My happiness level has also increased ~ from a near Minus to satisfactorily level.. =D
I also realised that " if you have not experienced a near break-down, you would not understand what happiness is". I am just just thankful for each day.

Frens getting together.. but seriously.. this year .. has been a break-up year for most of e frens that i know.. well.. love unpredictable.. I am not a love guru. But I hear too much of such stories.. n i cant help but thinking that I am fortunate to be able to escape from such "misery". At e same time, i know that there is always 2 sides of a coin, that I missed out alot too ha.. =)

Communication in a relationship is so important. Love can't be forced. Love has a positive relationship with attachment. It's hard to break away.. Haiz.. anyway. I am not a love guru.. so i shan't comment any further. do whatever you feel happy. As long as it won't hurt other parties.. =D

I am also fortunate that I meet many new frens new year.. esp thru Salsa n my work. They are all very friendly..though we may not be frens for a long-term.. then, again they are part of my memories. They make my life full-filling .. interesting.

I hope i can do much more for my family. Time n love .. I hope they will stay happy n healthy.

gonna start work this year.. HOpe everything goes well for me n my peers..

I believe in Miracles.. =) Faith will bring me far~ Happy 2006!!