Saturday, November 25, 2006
a good shoulder to lie on..
What makes u think that you are a bi-sexual? Definitely not the sexual part because i definitely prefer guys than gals..
I used to think that I'm perfectly straight.. and I still think i am. But somehow.. when i get to know her.. she is really wonderful. We have the same hobby.. We sms every night before we sleep.. We try to comfort each other (esp in work).. Though we may not stick together everytime when we go out dancing.. We hug each other.. when one of us feel stress.. /sad/ mad.. Buy little gifts for each other .. To date.. I have good friends.. but I have not do anything very intimate other than a good nice hug at the end our meeting..
In front of her.. i try to speak good English.. but.. i do speak chinese occasionally.. She is very westernised as she studies abroad.. She always advise me.. like my mother.. nag at me sometimes.. and everytime i engage a conversation with her.. she will give me new insights..
Because of her occupation.. I learn to observe more.. at people's behaviour.. their values.. I start to think about myself.. my values..
She likes to give praises.. to me (sometimes).. kekez.. Feel flattered.. not as good as she describes la..
I never have such a friend before. Someone other than close to the heart (there are of course other people who are close to my heart), but have this very special "thing" about her.. She makes me more thoughtful as a person ..
Fight on dear ~
Saturday, November 18, 2006
learning.
This whole week has been quite fruitful. Has got work to do.. reports to do.. on my last biz trip to Indonesia.
I was asked to report on our last biz trip on the Division meeting which comprises of about 40 ++ people. I was nervous u bet.. I only knew that I was suppose to report for my department on the day itself.. But, okie la..i wasn't tat stressful as i was already typing the report on Monday.. So.. just needed additional information.
Japanese are like dat la.. they like to ask people do last min things one.. know their pattern le.. =P So, to be always on my feet.. i try to pre-empt their moves if possible.
Stood home on Saturday. Resting after a twice a week of pilates and yoga at a gym near my office.. Aching backs and abdominals.. must be workin quite hard.. kekez..
Just now.. i had an interesting talk with one of a "guy" from a dating website which i knew 1 yr ago. ..
He is weird? Or rather really open about it.. I always tell him i got a bf.. to stop him from "harassing" me..
Anyway.. today our conversation went rather "hideous".. He knew tat i have a bf.. yet he ask me if i wanna ve a fling with him? I said.. maybe.. can consider.. cos.. I was feeling rather bored this afternoon.. so i tot i may ve an interesting chat with him.. no harm mah..
So the chat went like this:
A: U like thrills and spills? Fantasy?
Me: Eh.. what is spills? acting blur**
A: Haha.. hmm.. no spills if u precaution measures
Me: huh??? ** still acting blur
A: Anyway..u wanna very fling with me?
Me: But I got a BF
A: Well, i won't make u break up with ur bf.. just wanna ve fling..
**I rejected the fling
A: How about i do a transaction with u?
Me: like?
A: with money involved?
Me: o.. so dating? hmm..
A: How much ?
Me: Hmm.. depends on what u want? ** I was very curious to know what he exactly wants*
A: Hmm.. Sex?
Me: NO
A: Kissing and heavy petting??
Me: o.. haha..
A: So how? I don't know the rate.. u tell me la..
ME: **Pondering quite hard.. I also don't know what's the market rate???" -Must bid higher also.. i was thinking
eh.. 400 bucks / session?
A: Wow.. very expensive leh?
ME: *thinking to myself*I think so too.. kekez.. but was grinning away
Me: I don't think i wanna do that with u leh.. cos i got a bf.. i xing xu
A: But.. i nv ask u to break up with ur bf what..
Me: Hmm.. I still don't want la.. i find it quite bad to date 2 guys
A: Not dating.. just "working" out with me???
Me: *HUH?* o.. but still don want la
***
A: I leave my no. u might just want to sms me lo..
Me: Whatever lo..
************************
I always read newspaper and realise tat young girls kena cheated.. because they decided to meet up
with some se bei bei.. and its damn so dangerous la.
To those girls out there.. this kind of people are pervert la.. Haiz..=P
He is 36 by e way.. and when i told him my age.. he was like what's the prob? I din't say anything. He say he dated a 16 year old gal before.. who later dump his bf to ve "thrills" with him?
HUH??????
Flings.. can have.. but u must really bear the consequences lo..
My conclusion for him:
I still like excitement. I still like flings (occasionally) .. But think.. I am also rather sick of fooling around..
Tired of such stupid games.. tried, tested and moving on..
Friday, November 10, 2006
biz trip.. going jakarta is like.. takin a taxi.. as nicely "said" by the SIA air steward.. many of the people taking SQ163.. are regulars.. if not for business.. i don't think anyone will go there lo.. because of this.. the airport has practically nothing.. no nice shops.. no big discounts.. (as mostly in greenbacks) haiz.. who on earth will carry US $ to indonesia unless u come from US?
Anyway.. e only 2 things u can do at Jakarta airport is to have foot massage which is rather painful.. or sit by the Starbucks.. (it doesn't have a cosy seats.. big MINUS), with the air-con blowing nosily but not cooling enough..
Yest was a test-drive session.. on our new product which is going to be exported to GCC countries (Middle east). As u can guess.. the middle east people came.. they look like Indians to me.. Kuwait, Saudi Arabia, Qatar.. hmm.. My first interaction with them.. was hmm.. not much. Cause i din talk to them.. they look like big shots.. smoking cigar?? And one of them from Qatar.. sleeps in a suite.. Woah.. super tua pai lo.. btw he is a Dr. .. got a qian bian face though.. kekez.. making alot of comments.. quite funny though..
Update u guys again.. wanna go bali next year? Jetstar has very nice promotions.. its S$293. I heard from my indonesia fren that there is a trick on booking cheap hotels.. kekez.. good luck in ur exams ya.. !
Friday, November 03, 2006
our desserts.. (the red one is the candle hor..) 
by Boat Quay.. feets hurrts.. oUch.. 
smilez gal... =D 
by the road. cars zooming by.. 
cheers to friendship~ 
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
I think i look better with short hair? 
Red CherRy.. Don't think i look seductive enuff la.. kekez.. 
sExy babes.. =D 
this is my SDU pic.. u think it'll succeed??!! muahha.. 
Jazz by South Bridge.. drinkin aWay 
i like this pic.. becos it's not myself.. =P 
at Menotti =D smilez babes.. 