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Name: Calista
Age: shh..
Zodiac: Taurus
Location: Prague
Profession: Greedy
A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Saturday, August 30, 2008
Its another wkend working
9:33 AM
O yes.. not been working on sat. It is definitely tiring.. though i didn scream it out loud. but you can see the look on my face.. e worse is when i decided to turn up for the KTV on friday.. we sang till 1 am..

I must admit that I am still scared. Though i wish sini is there. But, glad that yian willing to accompany me.. though she pretty deep in thoughts all the time.. Suddenly, he decided not to go for the ktv.. hmm.. he avoiding me? cannot me.. who am I to make him scared? ha.. think too much le la.. well.. I realised that everytime i go with "yang' gang.. I am always refer to his ex.. seemed like I don't ve an identity of my own hor.. hmm. .it's time to established my own identity le.. =P in fact, i recognise that I don't belong to their group.. not their sec frens.. but just by the name of "yang's ex" PATHETIC..

does that mean i should just not go for the outings? but they are really funny people.. able to make me laugh de.. and i really enjoy guys company i realise.. somehow i feel at ease... not that we must be romantically link.. but just that I don't feel like I have talk about some stuffs i am just not able to crap about..

okie.. me and my complaints! I really hope this 3 challenging days will be over soon! and I know my period is gonna explode any moment! I make a promise to myself.. and yes. I will keep it.

In fact, I am amazed that I am able to keep something private. at least for awhile..
but this is really not good.. not good for heart or soul..

i need work it out!

=)
41 days to go..


Wednesday, August 20, 2008
batam. Relaxed. fun. cool.
6:59 AM










lunch.. waiting..

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Monday, August 11, 2008
boardroom
5:23 AM
I walked into a glass room.. absolutely transparent. Feeling abit nervous. Feeling very uncomfortable actually. Din sleep much the past few days.. like 4 to 5 hours a day.. I am worried about the questions that they are going to ask.. mei shen me ba wo..

Until she stepped in. I was trying to breathe hard and just talked. But i stumbled.. she was asking alot on derviatives.. on the risks that banks are facing.. and emphasing on the importance on the work "we do".. on why? why? why are we doing this.. and I am like an idiot.. circling around my answer but still not right on target..

nonetheless.. i left the room feeling bit demoralised. Because i know too little. However, it was a very good experience. There was this time.. she was asking .. and suddenly i feel like fainting.. but trying to remain composure.. well.. I feel that the questions she was directing are really those are very technical.. either you know it or you don't. In fact, I don't.

But one important question that was the deal-breaker i think.

"If we ever move to changi, would that affect you decision? "

" I'll consider.". If there a better answer? Or cheat myself? Well.. i still stand firm on this.. the only answer that I can answer confidently.

This spur me to work on my technical knowledge if I ever were to try that post again.

Now. time to recuperate from all the late nights..


Friday, August 08, 2008
Babies
1:57 PM
Heard great news that my fren of my age is pregnant with second child.. woo hoo..
I am just stunned. Tot she wanted a rabbit.. and she got a cow instead.. =P

This week has been a terrible week not for me. . relationship woes.. my friends.. just today alone.. there has been 3 cases of break ups..

1) girl loves boy. boy loves his friends more. girl got jealous. jealousy gets better of her. he can't stand her. = break up.

2) girl loves boy. boy is screwed. he is not coming back home. girl gots angry. girl got pregnant.
they broke up. girl decides to abort.

3) girl and boy loves each other. girl has issues with her emotions. different personalities. boy wants girl to change. girl can't do it. neither can the boy. .. no conclusion as yet.

I am the aunt agony for the week.
I feel upset that the girls are being treated unfairly.

I need to find a good man. And good man are just like under-valued investment.
other than instinct. it is all about good judgement and the right time to let go when you it is time to..

Move on..

Because life too short to waste on stupid men..