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Name: Calista
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A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Friday, August 27, 2004

Nothing more can i say

11:48 PM

feel alot alot alot better. din get to ve supper with sini but with qinlei n anxiang instead.. did a bit of shoppin. tryin out clothes at Bega at JE.. one, two, three.. etc. mix-match of tops n skirts.. e salesgal was like "how abt this skirt?" o ya, btw we can alter for ya?" me n qinlei were like non-chalent.. busy lookin at each other, commenting on each other's outfits. Retail is really a therapy! I must agree. so, in e end, i still parted my money on a purple top for my presentation for AB214.

Firstly, thank you to brenda n jac for ya SMS. Though it is only a msg, i am still grateful for tat. Thank you yiwen. Thank you Kahhui, Jiepeng, Anxiang for lending a listening ear. Thank you sharon for your advice. Thank you Huimei for ya advice or rather "food for thought" comment. Thank you Qinlei n Sini for accompanying me today. Thank you alot of others who pray for me during one of my darkest moments. Thank you all who patiently wait for me to open up.

I realise that good friends are hard for find. I so glad tt I've found u all. I may not be a good socialiser yet i know with u all, i ve almost everything. I may not be able to share all your troubles which i am guilty of. But, I am always there when u all need me. I also realise that i shouldn doubt on you ur ability/ willingness to listen to me when i need ya. I mean everyone does that.

I do admit that I am weak now. I shall stop deceiving myself. I need encouragement, empowerment, support from others. All this while, I ve been cutting out myself from e rest. I din want to interact, to talk, to socialise, i just want to go home. go home, i just want to sleep. in simply, i just want to isolate myself.

Now, i am not going to live like this.

There are two ways to live your life. One is though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle.

Albert Einstein