Thursday, August 26, 2004
what shld i be feelin?
"Happiness is when you don't start pursuing it".. This feeling just comes back. I call it the "JC" feeling. After idling or rather just busy for the past few days, I finally realise this. Unfortunately or rather fortunately this is only part of the whole "stupid thing." I don't know how to explain this. Everything seems to be a cycle. I guess i reach the "trough"pt again. Things have been good for the past 2 yrs .I guess this is to compensate the 2 yrs tt I ve been through. So, its fair. Whatever goes up, must come down. And each time you fall, you might jus fall down "heavier".
used to be preoccupied with lotsa stuff. Schoolwork, tuition, friends, friend*, n other miscellaneous stuffs. You never really find me staying at home the whole day during the past few months. Suddenly, something changed. you find it hard to change oso. I guess everyone feels this way. Anxiang yesterday call me n the first qn was "how r you? u okie?" hey thanks man! you save my "night"! =) kekez..ve a nice chat with him. And he was complaining to me abt his "mountain" of tutorials. It never pays to slack! hey buddy, just try to do whatever you can k? I'm sure with your capability, you are able to make it! 3 As 1 B student leh!
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I know you* will read this. I realise that i ve a serious problem. And the problem is what i ve already foresee yet unable to react , meaning i din do what i stated out . I said sth like miscommunication.. we must say it out. Yet, i am the one who is unable to do so. sorry. thanks for your call. I appreciate it. I hope i be able to answer your call in a nicer tone e next time ... hope you are not affected by me. Guess you shld or rather having a nice time there ya? I am glad you are. *sincerely*