Friday, September 17, 2004
Busy socialising..
Gossips .. Today went out with my clicks. .aka Anything gals.. keke.. so sharon being e organiser ask us out for dinner today. Anything lor. haha..
Yenxin, Yian, Jac, Bren, Sharon n me only. We went to JE kopitiam for dinner. Anyway, jus digress. The uncle at e kopitam really offers good service. He help us to set up table cos it was too crowded n ask us 3 times whether we want any drinks. We were waiting for Yian then so we say hold on. Anyway, his service not bad. Sometimes, u jus need some persistence to make e deal. haha..
Huimei went too. But, she went home before setting down for a proper meal. She had a headache. I think i understand how she feel. Sick n headache but no one to complain to.. It's hard ya gal. But, is only 3 weeks, learn to think more positive la. He will be back in 3 weeks time. N you can always ask me out if you want. kekez.. we r in e same boat. kekez.. though not exactly. Use his time to reflect on e relationship. Whether is thr anything u can improve on? Anyway, we will always be thr for you jus like you be thr for me too. =)
Back to our grp, today we share alot with each other. I think i very open abt it leh. haha..
Today hot topic was "third party". It kinda make me think alot. My situation will be very different. Jac was saying that gals shld always be on e guard. This nv occurs to me. Probly i think. Cos i ve no control. Everything looks blur to me. *not negative thinking k* No control of e situation cos i wldn know anything. Does tt mean assurance "help"? in a way, i think. At least it calms ur nerve. Recently, i ve been having such thoughts. kekez. probly i sleep well, eat well.. so too much time liao.
I also realise that. When you know nothing about e situation, you feel insecure. That is e time when ur thoughts will run wild sometimes, incontrollable. then, you feel even more irritated when u know more (unfavourable news). Am i correct?
sometimes, it'll be best to sleep on some problems. If it's meant to be, it's meant to. If not meant to, then too bad. What can you do right? Staying positive is e only way la. there r so many uncertainties ... tt we r unable to foresee.. if i were to worry abt so much things, think i be very a very sad person. This is e paradox of life. Life is short. Live life to e fullest. I am always reminding myself. "Jing re bu zhi ming re shi"
You should not rely on someone else to make u feel happy.