Monday, September 20, 2004
One lazy afternoon
the sun shine brightly. But, i ve no time for a swim. I did my work jus to prepare for a "war" tml. I know my tutor will sure pick on me IF N ONLY IF i am going to be late for class tml. *x my fingers* U never know. Recently, i wont climb out from my bed before 930. Damn it.
I feel that my buddy is angry with me. For ignoring him. He is nv like that. First time tell me he got no mood to swim with me. haiz.. excuses. Just like me? perhaps i took him for granted? must do something. Recently, busy slacking, if not, i be hanging out with my gfs. b4, i get really really bz, i must go out someday.
Yesterday, i went for YEP. Nothing unusual. My family day usually in SAD nowadays. The meeting was really unefficient. We still haven settle on e Logo. Everyone shooting at me with many ?? in their heads. I know. I know. I hope i be fully prepared when i go for e next meeting. Actually, i am at fault too. Too slack. I told Sini, i very nua.. too nua till i very lethargic. Must pick up something to make myself active.
In e end, i suddenly feel so stress. It just seems like one after another just tell me how nice their boyfriends. sad sad.. kekez.. i mean i really feel happy for u all. Serious. At e same time, i feel a tinge of bitterness. U start askin urself y is ur situation like this? actually u already know e reason. Anyway, it isn tt bad cos i reach home at 9pm n with only ($2 = 30 min talktime)remaining balance in my phone card, i called him. This $2 really makes alot of difference k. haha..
Have to get another soon. Perhaps tml.