Tuesday, October 12, 2004
from today onwards.
dear friends, i apologise if these few days i might break down and cry. it wasn my intention. I hope i won also.
from today onwards, i will brave new things. Things that are wonderful to me. I will still cry but i will try to control. I tell myself that I must be strong from tml. I will lead my life as usual. I will not think too much. Cos its beyond my control. I will be independent. I will need to put things b4 my feelings. I need to zhen zhuo qi lai. When i say this, i will make this happen. By hook or by crook.
I have done all i could. I hope i ve not miss out anything. I have no regrets. Others.. i leave it to Fate.
dearest god, i plea u to give me e strength .. i seriously need it. I hope i get sth nice to eat tml. must improve my appetite.. haven eaten all day. *now i know how its like.. though i am too hungry to feel hungry* keke..