Tuesday, February 22, 2005
Computer Crash
I really hate my PC. Hate it when i needed it most. Anyway, Its time to change to a new one. I have using it for past 3 years. You know what, I'm still using Windows 98. So.. cant tahan already. It all begins from Spyware. Don't what the heck it is. And the worst thing is i just paid something online.. n.. now.. my com jus refused to cooperate.
The irony is I don feel sad at all. I know that my photos and my Mp3 songs will be gone. Have a feeling abt it. Though good-hearted Wencai say he want to lend me an external hard disk to save mine "belongings". But, don't know why. I actually feel relieve. I feel so light-hearted.
The feeling like some old parts being left for good. Some memories remain. I will cherish that. Hmm.. really like that feeling. haha..
tink my mood is getting better n better each day. At the same time, i am paranoid. I don't want any ups n downs.. extremes kind. I prefer to have a peace of mind. I took 4 mths to achieve that. so, I don't want my effort to go down the drain.
very confused la. Don wanna ask why. Cos i am not ready to know the reason. I don't wanna know also. very complex.
I just hope to change my PC asap, finish my sem break n e wk after next (2 quiz n master budget).
Waiting ..
Happy Bday Bren!