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Name: Calista
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Monday, March 07, 2005

shock of my life!!

1:14 PM

Got a shock yesterday while i was reading my Acc text at abt 0000. I though i am already very hardworking, first time reading my text b4 going for my class the next day. BUt, i was wrong. Wencai called me... and he told me that i was supposed to present acc tutorial the next day. We had only 8 hrs to prepare. Wah.. i was like.. okie. Then, there was a huge problem. My PC was down (though i jus bought a new one on Sunday but nth was uploaded yet). With no PC, no question, no Textbook, i had nth to begin with. So, he say, nvm la.. we two do lo.. Wah... !!! My pride went up. They already help me with the Master Budget. and Now.. I have to rely on them for the presentation. I feel so useless as a member of the group. At the same time, blessed that I had them.

In the end, to save my pride, i pack my bag, went st to Yiwen's hse n then to Sini hse later to do my Qn. As sini already had the ans, i just have to figure out what is actually happening. I took 4 hrs.. to understand. haha.. that is because i was half chatting with Sini.

We chat about alot of stuffs.. old stuffs.. old old stuffs.. finally we decide to sleep at 4am. Sometimes, i really feel guilty. Firstly, I am slack. Then, my frens around me are always there to help. So, you just "take for granted" n not do ur stuffs.

But, I am already trying to change.

What is most sickening thing is that, i am free yesterday. FIrst Sunday ever so free.. since 2005 started. Went to Sim Lim to buy my new computer as my old com.. give up on me! *sobz*

Nvm.. i get a new one. as usual, wencai help me again. LEnd me the cds.. give me the advice on what to buy.. what not to.. even.. e salesman.. abit.. du lan with me.. haha..

Was suppose to go out but due to miscommunication, i din't. Anyway, is okie. Sometimes, going out is a danger.

Now, i really feel that w/o a computer, I am really handicapped. cant do my proj, cant check my damn mail. cant blog. cant listen to music.

on e other hand, is quite pleasant, because.. you just ve to do study.. n do whatever that you need to do.

Sorry.. my thoughts.. are flowing here n there. Was chattin with sini, n talking rubbish. Saying how things change. HOw feelings change. 1 yr ago.. n now. is so different. So, wat is constant? is change. haha.. cliche.. then.. i was lookin at an acc definition. I looked up. "Textbook don't change!" i begin to crap.

was chatting with yiwen. hmm.. I don't know what to say to you. Cause.. you and I are on opposite stand. Whatever you are thinking, I suppose, is what he is thinkin at that time, it really very hurting. But, i must say that Time heals. I hope "he" will heal eventually. Takes time. Alot of patience. Alot alot. If i were him, i would say that you are really hard-hearted ya. haha.. but then, if you are not happy, it is pointless to stay together.

Maybe. maybe not meant to be. Well, then like what Aaron say, welcome to the "free bird" club.. n may our farrago "curse" be contained.