Tuesday, June 14, 2005
who doesn't wish for e best?
Just finish watching the dating show on Channel U. Reality harsh huh? I knew the girl would eventually chose the soon-to-be doctor. If I were her, I would too. Then, I am just being cynical here. I really don't know how to explain. I think i really need to change the way i speak. Seems like no one seems to understand what I am talking. Especially my dear FYP mates.. hmm. =P
Then, I am not angry la. Too tired and too blur to argue also.
Everyday, I just bitch about anything. Then, i realise that, i have a BIG problem here. I am simply not interested in guys anymore. I don't bother to look at them.. i don't ve crushes on them.. I'm just not interested. I'm just not like my fren. How come? Is there something wrong with me?
I've been feelin so peaceful recently. So peaceful that .. sometimes.. string of thoughts.. just appear out of nowhere.. as I stare blankly at my PC .. or while I am punching my holes .. while doing my regular filing. or.. even when I am just updating my recipt vouchers. But then, I will always "wake up" in time.. and turn to my fren.. and start bitchin again.
don't wanna go out with ah bengs.. rao le wo ba.. =P
wat shall I do tml? I should do my work slowly huh.. haiz.. =P
Happy Birthday gal. This is our 8 years celebrating together.. hao huai nian.. times at Boat Quay.. times. when we try to act "adults" when we are now.. May everything runs smoothly for u .. in work n life ya. Yao Xing Fu o.. =)