Monday, September 05, 2005
BakinG coOkies Day!
ha.. just came back from Huijing's house at e "infamous" Everitt Road.. hah..
It was raining all day.. sianz to go though.. but i did go eventually.. after watching my repeated Telecast of Superstar.. watching my Junyang. Oops.. did i tell u. i dreamt of him.. I forgot what happened though.. that is like so sweet.. omph~ hha.. i told serene about it.. then, she say she going to tell him.. Aaahhhh..... Ihope she really does.. kekz.. too bad he has got Candice.. chey~
Anyway.. digress la.. my cookies.. not bad.. we did like 5 batches in all.. choc cookies.. n non-choc ones.. Actually today was trying out the recipe.. Huijing's 3rd sis- Sandy.Nutritionist k.. not siao siao~ baking our "healthy" cookies.. ha.. nah.. not really super duper healthy la.. Her 3rd sis is really pretty.. nice skin.. Tall but not super skinny.. Friendly n approachable.. =) Heard from Sini that she is very wild one.. during HJ 21th bday (i din go though.. damn!Heard that she can dance really well! ) Anyway, we decided that My batch was the best.. Not because I am the one who "cream" it.. but because all the good incredients were inside my batch.. oats, cinamon, choc chips, mixed nuts. Hah.. Kk was saying.. we need cut cost la.. so my "batch" is the try try one.. (also cos Sandy insisted =P) Actually, her sis wanted to make pastry for us but was too late .. .. heard that she can really make good banana muffins. Hah.. since she is Healthy sort.. I did ask for some healthy tips.. like can i put egg white instead of the whole egg.. *cos i don really eat Egg yolk if i cook the egg myself*
She was like.. "Huh???!! if you really wanna go healthy, you might as well don't use butter!" "Use oat bran.. instead of butter" So, i conclude to make HEALTHY pastry/ cakes/ cookies.. NOT EASY!
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THis has got nth to do with baking cookies which I really had fun..
I said something has dispersed in my last entry.. Acutally, it hasn't completely.. Maybe, recently, some people, some friends had some problems, I don't know also. Just stirred up my emotions/ my feelings/ my negative thinkings.. my brooding (if u consider that is).
I try to find all sorts of positive things to replace my "stupid thinking!" I can only say that it's a struggle between "moral goodness" and "devil side of me.. wishing something bad".
Just now.. i was again thinking/brooding. Then, I tell myself.. if this man is not worth my love, then why should I care if he is happy with someone else (which i think i am incomparable to). I should give him my blessing, shouldn't I? haiz.. am i still upset with him? maybe, though not enough to make me tear. I shall give myself more time. no point rushing myself to forget things that may take quite some time ..
Hmm.. how should I console myself? Hmm..
I chose to believe in Miracles. My own miracle. I am sure faith will bring me far.. =)