Thursday, September 08, 2005
Nth can ever stop me!!
I am sabotaged by a motorcyclist. =( *my tester agrees with me*I am super disappointed. haiz.. Not a good start for someone who has failed once. To think i have mastered the 5 stations.. This time, i din't knock any poles.. all is well .. I try to look for blind spot except for that fatal 1 min. Or rather less than that. I am really sick of it. Sick of driving. Sick of seeing my instructor for the past 1 year. Sick of him talking about Jiepeng. Sick of him talking abt my American dream. Sick of turning round n round in Bukit Batok n Choa Chu Kang.
I must admit that I am not a fantastic driver. Though I have drove for 1 year. Took a 3 mths break in between. Though I do not own a car. Nor does my family. Nor do I always ve a "thing" for cars.. Though right now, there isn't a need for me to own one or drive one now.. Still, I can't help feeling damn shitty. Feel so demoralise. Haiz..
phrases like "shi bai nai shi cheng gong zhi mu" keep ringing in my head. Haiz.. I wonder how many failures can I afford to take? My dad was like.. aiya, you very lousy leh. Don't take le la.. =( even more sad right! hah.. to make sure that I will work doubly hard.. I decide that I shall pay for my test (e next one).
Waste my damn time. Waste my youth. Waste my chances of meeting new guys.
Opportunity cost. Nicely said~