Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Shopping n Gym
I did both. hha..
Gym first. Was damn tiring ha.. pounding on e treadmill, Steps, all e "funny" machines.. I had to ask e trainer.. kekez. paiseh la.. but I long time din visit Gym le. O ya.. I try weigh my self.. I weigh 4*kg. Damn! not a nice figure~ But, i knew it la. The pizzas, booze, n ice-cream.. watever..feel demoralised.
Anyway, did my workout la.. my back aches now. Din do proper stretching. I know I just have to start my exercise regime. First in-first out.. Need to get my priorities right. Anyway. Hmm.. I know i have e whole textbook waiting for me. Argh~ But, i need to READ IT.
I am quite free this wk.. No tuition. My student holi. No projects. pon most of my tutorials. So.. free ah..I must admit that. Though my frens will be like.. WHAT!!! *$@$$#%^&& =P
So, today, was doing FYP halfway. Saw my sis-in-law.. we decided to go shoppin after her work. hah.. SHe need to buy a shoes for her ROM. So, I go wif her.. since i need to get a pair of Court shoes.. Tried a few pairs.. but don't ve my size. Shitz. my damn dainty feet.
Anyway, later we settle our dinner at Taka.. e food court where there is a small jap space. This jap rest. that sells Katsu.. set. ok la.. pricing normal lo. Though I din wanna waste my workout but i still ate la. My sis -in-law treat lo.. =) paiseh..
U know what. I nv had a elder sis before. so, it's kinda of sweet.
We talked alot. About the differences between our families. She started tellin me wat she thinks of my family, how we behave.. how diff it is in their family. Then, she say my brother is kinda slow. jus like me! seriously.. n this runs in our family. We tend to think.. very slowly.. often thinking n processing.. I think that is so typical of me.. But, then, sometimes I'm not thinking la.. hah.
then, she say how she n my brother often quarrel. Becos she feels thru arguments help to grow e relationship.. makin it stronger (so that if sth disastrous come, you won be shaken so easily) Hmm.. interesting.
When all these come from a 27 year old girl.. soon my sis-in-law.. I realise that I am still young. Naive. Full of hopes.. ideals.. Isn't this my privilege to be innocent at this moment? when my dreams are dashed.. I may look back n think ...
If something doesn't kill you, it just makes you stronger. ~ from U.
still thinking. Letting go. Isn't easy. But, i was still thinking. Maybe wishing that you be forever with the girl that you like.. hoping that U won't ever treat her e way u treated me.. is good enuff.