Thursday, November 10, 2005
Buddy gettin on my nerves~
Told him many times le.. still do it! "ah Bieech.. " always like to irritate me.. with the "good results.. huh.. getting a degree with merit. .. etc.." Okie. Hey.. I care alot abt my grades one u know. Though i may seem very cool and nonchalent abt it.. but ppl who are like me.. "tiam.. tiam kinda" don't talk abt it doesn't mean that he/she don't care k.. always come n provoke me! This time, i don't give face le..
Wah lao..lao hu bu fa wei dang bing mao~ (chinese saying.. A tiger must show his power if not people might think it is a sick cat) - Direct translation. Lousy.
I am only irritated for a while la. But as i was getting bit uncomfortable, i was just thinking.. wat was his motive? People who like to irritate people by sayin such things.. are people who are actually very worried for himself. So, in order to make him feel that he is not so lousy, he is just maybe.. thinking that there are plenty out there (not so good grades one).. so that he is not the lousiest?? I don't get it la.
Even that time Bomb msn me.. askin me how are my grades. I was tellin him that my grades were bad. Mostly Cs n a couple of Ds. Of course. Now, i have few Bs.
hha.. n he thought I was the 'Smart one" cos i studied in VJC. O.. u mustn't look at the "outer" appearance n judge people .. u shouldn't think that someone from VJC will definitely do very well in university. LIke me for instance.
Then, again from e moment i step into NTU. Getting good grades wasn't the top priority for me. I knew exactly what i want to experience in NTU. Learnin to bal studies n alot of other things isn't easy. To be able to do well in all those things.. is a great challenge. If my only priority in University is to get the first class honours, I would have do very well for my first quiz in YEAR ONE SEM 1 for statistic module. Basically, i only studied one day before e test, n i got 3 or 5 upon 15. I couldn't remember e exact grades though. I was demoralise la.. seein some of fren scored full marks. Despite all that, i still diligently do my tutorials la. It paid off.. cos I get Grade C for it. Though the final exam constitute only 60% of the final grade. I fail for my 40%. N I FAILED IT MISERABLY (gettin less than 20% or even less). So, come to think of it, I must have do well in my final exam in order to pull up my overall grades. I don't know what happen throughout my 2 years plus of university days. don't seem to do well for exams except for the last sem. too involved in my CCA? my tuition? Pa tor days? ha..
Anyway, I can't change e past or my grades. I can only look forward to future challenges. Ain't i optimistic?
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i ate my 3rd ice-cream of the week. I don't get it. The more I resist eating something like dat.. e more my dad just like to spoil me with that "icy-sweet.. o so delicious" chocolate ice-cream. Can i throw it away like dat? Absolutely not right? haiz.. die die also must eat. Even if it takes 30 min of jogging which i did after dat. haiz.. Why must u torture me this way? I can never seem to blast my fat aways like tis.. always do enough work out to blast whatever i ate that day. SO ANGRY!!
not going to wish for anything. In case, e worst is yet to come! =D