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Saturday, November 05, 2005

Exercise Journal 5 Nov 2005

11:26 PM

ha.. I went for jog again! No one at home. NO one cook lunch, dinner for me! I was home e whole day.. Slack e whole day.. din even touch my books.. till now. It's open book this monday.

Tried the exam papers le.. so... I shall just go thru. so that easier to refer when i sit for exam on monday.

Saw Guess3 on friday. That episode features those "petite gals all less than 1.5m and less than 40 kg" I think i just wish to reach 40 kg. I think I am just not cut out to be those skinny, petite kind. I am towards the athletic, short, "stout" - very very sad to say.. haa..

I know it's possible to reach this target if I got the willpower la.. Cos I remember my weight drop to 41 kg last year. It was intensive exercise combined with very "strict" diet la.. I mean still 3 meals a day.. but no junk food la. Anyway.. I had plenty of things occupying my mind at that time.. so you won't think of eating also..so easier to curb my craving.. haiz..

To dearest Xiang ge: Haiz.. I also know it's always nice to eat wif frens.. enjoying nice food.. It's a ren sheng xiang shou leh.. but, then.. watchin my tummy growing bigger each day just makes me sianz.. "it must be that damn drink i had last monday" - I SO REGRET LO.. it serves as a punishment for me.. to work very hard to get rid of my big beer belly.. haiz..

I never know i would "hate" drinking so much now.. Now, i really hate the feeling of burping and that alcohol smell .. yucks~ maybe a glass will do.. and slowly.. not like wat i did last monday. I simply drink it within 40 min.. shitz.. really feel like slappin myself for doing such stupid thing..

Actually, I am angry with myself la.. for that night. For drinkin so much.... I realise it's hard to control urself when you are bit drunk.. I don't like the feeling of losing control which i always emphasise that girls shouldn't get drunk.. it's ugly. And this time, I almost commit this mistake myself.. Qian da right~

K.. I am just so disgusted with the whole drinking thing~

It's healthy and military- style lifestyle for me onwards~ =D

shall update on my weight ya.. kekz.. so u can see what diet is useful, what's not kekz..