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Name: Calista
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A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Monday, January 23, 2006

I must blog this

8:35 AM

I scared i forgot.

It happens everytime.

Today.. unbelievable. Even my tuitee plays a trick on me. He is sick. So no tuition today also. Basically, other than doing FYP and watchin tV, i did nothing else.

O. i said i was idlin right. yeah. Munchin also.. ha. Feeling bloated but still munch some more. ate 3 Popiahs within 2-3 hrs. Power siah.

I was thinking and feeling bad that I had to criticise/ humiliate/ despise that Old man - Roy. ha.. Actually, he did nothing wrong though. I am always like tat. Talk behind one's back.. i mean.. how bad the person.. B4 i can really like person, i will think .. how come he like dat one.. I mean..i don know why. but .. i am like dat. Even Yian also tell me that I very bad..

Actually, i am not pretty, or particularly smart or hardworking or slim or wat.. but i will still continue to "pi pan" others.. (sorry i really don't know how to explain tt word). hmm..

I think i must get rid of this bad habit. I think i inherit from my mum. ha..

I guess if i want to find my perfect "prince charming"... i must be damn good la.. B4 i criticise others for being fat, vain or wat.. I must be "perfect" myself.. I always think if a guy is smart.. he must be jerk.. if he is hardworking, i will think he got no life. if he is handsome, i think I only look but don even give a damn to even know him.. If he is rich, but I think.. I have nth to "hiam" but maybe.. i will. His looks, his characters.. must ve flaws one la.. So, i will pick them out again..

So, to find my partner, I must be his perfect gf huh..

Ok. I will learn to be perfect. How to?

Learnin to love myself is one Big step towards that goal.