Tuesday, January 17, 2006
Knowing ur 'place'
just came back from work.. pouring outside.
haiz.. today's topic is office politics. Though e place isn't a office. but's its scary. My lady boss called me.. and told me that one of the new colleague not working. Hmm.. Actually, i not very "shou" with her.. she look aloof.. or rather i look aloof cos i din talk to her.. ha..
My situation don't allow me to talk at work. I know that e cashier isn't very pleased now. I kena scolded also today. Cos i blur la.. Blur Queen. ha.. Next time, i will remember to ask the customer how much money they give ..before giving them e change. haiz..
U will get it.. when the cashier is seriously busy and u make "tiny" mistakes..
Now, i get stress up when i work. Often, i do not know which group i belong to.. the whole atmosphere is tense. i mean sometimes. U can feel the "explosive" in e air.. I made a smart decision by moving into the kitchen. hah.. but it's not helpful in e long-term. I told my mum about it.. she was advising me to resign/ quit. since it is so "luan".
I told her. I take this as a learning experience lo. I am very fortunate that I have nv meet unpleasant people till now. And this is the chance for me.. to learn how to adapt and also.. test my EQ. Actually, even though I am being told off by e cashier today. I don't feel bitter la. I know it's because I am blur la. I just need to use my brains abit next time i work. Need to be focus abit.
then again, if the situation does not improve.. then, maybe I should move on le. Anyway, I am only a part-timer. I do not want to be affected by this unneccessary politics.
Just hope that I won't commit some stupid mistakes and kena ticked off again. No work on wed n thurs.. =D
salsa @ Union at 8.50pm.Any takers?