Saturday, February 04, 2006
I've been thinkin
throuout my trip.. on off.. irritating..
I wouldn't comment on what I've been thinking.. but just think I'm getting lonely. ha..
Don't even know why am i thinkin this way.. Maybe this festive season is makin me damn high.. comin back to reality.. My projects.. I am just gonna tahan for just 1 mth plus.. Hmm.. luckily or unfortunately.. my main project for my Cultural Intelligience is held one week before the sem break which is like comin soon.. gonna work hard. I always say I would. I hope i would. I really lack behind in my studies.. my econs.. Hav not attend lec n e past 2 tutorials.. (felt a bit of insecurity) E first time, i am bit stressed .. ha..
need to buck up..
gonna work soon.. ha.. sianz. Gonna pay my textbook, my concession stamp, my new salsa lessons, my bachata lessons.. and wat else? haiz.. life like dat.. endless of bills to pay.. account payables..
all this would have cost 200++.
Got lotsa of things line up.. this comin weekend. I mean i have more than one option to spend my V day.. lotsa celebrations.. Though it s a pre-celebration la.. salsa? amazing race? how come they like to coincide together? i miss my salsa leh.. I think Zee getting cuter.. ha.. =) ha. Crazy le. Heard he is NOT AVAILABLE.
This time, after comin back from M'sia. Saw my ah -yi.. (aunts).. grown old. They used to be so young lo.. Now, they are so busy earnin money.. and some of my ah-yi have to find work.. hmm..
I look at them.. and I tell myself that I will have to work very hard when I am young. When you are old, the whole job market is crap la.. U can't help believing that this is all too real.
Explore. This is my next goal. Along with my family n frens.. =D