Tuesday, February 07, 2006
No salsa
I stayed at home. So guai right? Did my FYP. My project. haiz.. very very tired now..
doing e bibliography for our research paper. Woah.. Din realise I'm quite smart huh.. using e Endnote to do e citation. ha.. I tried to do e content page as well. I vaguely remember how Wencai taught me lo.. i tried n BiNGO. I did it.
Anyway. Today i went to Work and i was distraught. I couldn't find my choo-jie, evelyn and keong gor they all.. I heard they all quit! Shocked! There were 2 new people. Unfamiliar faces. I was really shocked n sad. For e first half an hour, i was not myself.. I mean I felt like quitting. Seriously. I thought of walking out. All along, I knew that "they" all were not having good terms with boss. Hmm.. Then, when i regain my "conscious", I think I just need to zhen zuo. I mean not point quitting right. Anyway, I am only going to work there 2 days a week. It's not like I'm going to work there for endless days.. I mean. the people there are not bad... at least got Linda auntie there. Maybe i just felt that my "kao-shan" all left le..
Up till now.. I realise that this world is so cruel. I mean i really couldn't bear leaving "they all". I've been working with them from nov (last yr) till now.. i mean.. time grows with attachment. I guess i'm so used to workin with them.. maybe i felt abit of insecurity.. unwilling to change .. to adapt to new people, new surrounding.. AS u can see.... Though sometimes.. i may act cold n calm.. deep down.. i am a human after all.
Heard from Linda that e boss wants to sell e shop.. hmm... I hope they would sell after April. ha..
I will need to earn more $ to finance my Korea trip. Hope it will become a reality. - My Graduation Trip.