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Name: Calista
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A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Monday, April 10, 2006

lost~

7:43 AM

ha.. after readin sharon's blog. but i really enjoy reading the blog.. fun. date siah.. ha..

I am full of envy.. kekz.. hmm.. recently..i've been reflecting.. no. all e while, i've been reflecting.. when I'm on the bus. when I'm listenin to the mp3.. nope. Not when i am doing salsa.. argh.. anyway. ya.

I remember coming across someone who says.. "U certainly deserve someone better.. someone who knows how to cherish you, who love you" if you allow that to happen to you. Woah.. that's quite true. ya.. I've beginning to "embrace" that statement. "Ya. I deserve to meet someone who love me.. "

On e other hand, swearing.. and thinkin that I would nv get hitch or attached in the near 8- 10 years.. I've got to plan ahead. Comin to a crisis.. financial crisis now.. havin to think twice before I sign up for any salsa course.. I realise that without $.. life gonna be hard.

If I'm still gonna have those thoughts.. then, it's better to plan ahead. I needa to be financially independent. I needa to be emotionally strong. (bearin in mind that I'm a human - and a woman).

Well.. to be able to achieve that is hard you know. I guess it's easier to say that when I'm only like 22 years old. when I reached like 30 and a spinster.. woah.. seeing all my frens.. attached or what.. My perception change again. Again.. It's hard to be strong. I have to constantly read up.. inject confidence in myself.. involve in activities.. argh~ Life's is about gain and loss. U gain some, lose some.

k la.. shall not devote too much attention to my feeling of "loss" now.. if not, i feel even loss.. ha..

I shall look forward to my comin overseas holidays!

"I've not been given a hug for a very long time, until last sat.. that was hmm. !" I'm always e guinea pig! =P