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Name: Calista
Age: shh..
Zodiac: Taurus
Location: Prague
Profession: Greedy
A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
rEgret
9:31 PM
I really regret what I've done. Siaoz.. I must be crazy. I say already.. got nothing better to do.. to get involved in guy that I'm not interested. Hmmm.. I am very affected by what my friends say.. ha..

Is it because I am keepin e door shut or he is just not my cup of tea? Both. I don't have any feeling towards him. And I'm going out with him? Duh? what the? I am also feeling bit guilty here. C'mon act like a woman lo.. if don like then, still go out with him? siao?

I don't like going out.. and always talking abt liking.. etc.. do we have a common hobby? common interest? He just reminds me too much of .. anyway.. to me.. guys (who haven go university) are just very free.. and yup.. and can preoccupy themselves with a girl.. I absolutely understand that. But, this is very very shortlived. If you can really like someone.. within a short period, the feeling will dissipate .. and suddenly.. you wonder what are you trying to do? Why are you so stupid to add responsibility .. or burden to yourself. Because your circumstance change.. you had to change. Then, you realise that it is your responsibility to take care of the girl.. and you don't really like/ love her.. the cycle goes..


I'm not ready. Who is ever ready? Don't convinced me that .. happiness shared double and sadness shared is halved. I believe that.. I cares about the proportion of happiness to sadness? Everything happens for a reason. I suppose somebody up there.. just want me to re-affirm my stand? Makin me think through what i really want at this point of my life? Do I need love? Love from a man? Am i still determine enough to be able to stand alone.. with the support of my friends and family?

I agree that friends and family will one day leaves us.. I do think of that.. But, this is not within my control. I don't know la.. but this is sure making me.. headache..

"I have a phobia. Phobia of guys who treat me too well. I feel disgusted."