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Name: Calista
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A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Saturday, July 29, 2006

Everyone's embracing change except

7:58 PM

me. I am undergoing change. Change from a zi-cha waitress cum part-time student.. to a 9-5 or 6 or 7 or 8 or 9 pm job.. Right now.. I am finally doing the real job. Real costing job.. whenever people ask me.. what do i do? Costing. Whatever you studied for accounting 2 .. I am doing it now..

I told brenda and jac last week.. i feel abit sianz.. because i feel that everyone is leading such interesting life.. except me.. I used to feel more in-charge of my life.. not now. When I had to work hard.. i had to work late.. and takin a cab back.. and e next thing I know is sleep, wake up and get ready for job. I know I have to go through this facet of life.. seriously.. other than this.. there is something that is bothering me.. things that I have been putting aside .. and try not thinking about it.. life sure getting more stressful.

its not abt e money. it's about relationships. It's not only abt bgr.. it's everything. I can't seem to put more effort in the things.. that i want.. like friendships.. like the things i pursue.. I am so tired that I seemed to chuck these things aside... I met Hj and KH and ada last fri.. I don't know why.. but I am tired. Tiredness just tears u apart. If you are not working now.. e tiredness is very diff from e tiredness u get from playin too much.. from studyin too much.. And maybe I din put too much effort in projects (uni).. It's time that I grow up.

Okie.. I am just grumbling too much.. maybe things ain't so bad afterall.. It's time I reflect on my life. This moment is gruelling.. I hate to do this.. but i have to.

I'm gonna ve a air-stewardness friend. hah.. =)

I'm gonna stick to my goal.. Is this what i want? really want?