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Name: Calista
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A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Monday, January 01, 2007

Celebrations

12:02 AM

Alot of celebrations.. from Xmas to New year. Alot of holidays. I have never enjoyed holiday so much. It's sort of diff kind of happiness u get from when you are schooling. Holidays used to be a vacation where there is no more projects, no more tutorials.. no more giving tuition. Now.. holidays is a much desired "vacation".. a time to rest your body, your soul. However, this being said, I would say that my "holidays" are packed with outings.. u still feel tired ultimately.

The past few weeks has been quite busy for me. Esp in work. I don't work late .. but, just that you have more things to do. More responsibilities.

Enough. I'm not supposed to mention work.

Anyway. I am supposed to work on my new resolution of the year 2007. I happened to come across a article
yesterday in the Sunday Times. An article about "Happiness". This article talks about capitalism versus
happiness. There isn't quite a link between these two. I supposed many have read something somewhere before.. Maybe not exactly the same but something like dat.. =P

I like that article.. It is one that always lingers in my mind. I would think that before the end of 2004, I
don't think I always think about that.. Happiness is a state of mind. What does it mean?

My own interpretation is that. If only you think about it, then you start to define or rather "think" if you are or not happy. Many self-help books somehow shape my thinking. I think Xinyi would disapprove it. ha..
Well.. it does work for me. To make me more affimative. More positive.

The easiest way to "see" if you are happy or not.. If you are not sad, you are happy lo.. I know this is
simplistic.. However, too complicated would make you confused.
LIfe is about living right? I supposed going through happiness, sadness etc.. makes you really alive.
At least you feel something. U are "still" a human being.

Aiyah.. Anyway.. this is just my own thinking.

The resolution for 2007. To be happy being myself. To be happy that my family and friends are healthy and happy. To be happy that I am able to do the very best that I can be.

I think i am incompetent in many ways or some things.. I think sometimes i am ignorant. or I am
inferior. To get rid of those.. is to hone my skills.. to keep improving. I think this is the most honest and
simple advice given to me.

With all these "all seemed too good" thinking, I also have my materialistic side.
I want a decent holiday. I want a wallet. I want a camera. I want to be more pretty. I want to slim down.
I want a nice guy to be with.

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I want to get rid of what Christ***ns term as sins. My jealousy. My enviness. My laziness.

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St James Power station. Next stop. = D
Ciao and Happy New Year !