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Name: Calista
Age: shh..
Zodiac: Taurus
Location: Prague
Profession: Greedy
A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Friday, April 20, 2007
LIfe can be so unfair
10:01 PM
LIfe can be so unfair when you start comparing. THis is the xth time I am experiencing this..

Used to able to knock off at 6 if not 630 almost everyday.
I knock off at 1030 for the past 2 days.
Used not to work on wkend. Never actually.
I am told to stay back for 1st and last wk of every month. (Maybe for first 2 months)
Used to go on biz trip and just listen to them talking. Not contributing. No job motivation. No job satisfaction.
Deskbound in my isolated island and learning to do my own funds.
Used to able to clear my things, at least prioritise my stuffs and leave the unimportant things to tml.
I have to clear my funds by a certain timing every day.
Used to have regular lunch at 1230.
I have to go for lunch after 230.
Used talk to my colleague who is sitting by my side.
I have to sit alone with 2 others guys who are really shy or really quiet.
Used to wake up late in the morning and go home early.
I have wake up abit earlier (cos i wake up later each day) and go home late.

These are the differences in my life. ADapting. Its quite hard. I start to become very quiet..
Do my work properly.. Will this job gives my job satisfaction?

The first month is always tiring. Esp its the time of the month. No wonder i am feeling moody.
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Really thanks to my galfrens who are ever supportive.
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I think I am starting to get worried. About my life..
Starting to contribute even more to my family expenses. I can't quit for the sake of quiting.
But, I am starting to have sunday blues now..
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Some say a change of environment is always good. But, you pay a price for that.
Don't get me wrong. My colleagues are in fact nice people.. I am worried i can't do a good job..
I am worried I am too slow.. lackin in confidence..

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My birthday coming. Its a time where you face the reality that you are aging. LIke what jac said.
I think is important to keep yourself happy. That's the way you face it positively.
You can't change the environment but yourself. Be the change you want to be. Be the driver? KK said that right? Like i told "him" .. its a mental game.

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When i start comparing to what i have now and the past.. I felt that I have lost.
But, I believe that things will turn out better. =D
Lookin forward to my buddy's buffet .. =P