Wednesday, April 04, 2007
A long break.
What have I been doing for the past 3 days? I went for my medical check up, met my financial adviser.. a visit to the pedi/mani place.. pampering myself awhile.. went for a swim (which i regret later on.. my freckles start
to become more "ominous"). Suddenly,the thought of going for "aesthetic surgery" struck me.
Feel like doing laser to "zip" away my freckles..
Feeling guilty. I went to Watson to buy Olay's Total effects - Anti ageing product. Which is quite duh.. i should ve buy the whitening one hor.. Okie. let me be the guinea pig.. I'll try this anti-ageing.. and see if its good anot..
Gonna put my whitening mask tonight also.. =( A swim can cause so many Post-activities..
Suddenly, got a whole list of things to buy:
1) whitening products
2) scalp treatment for my hair
3) special shampoo for my hair if I go swimming
4) Hydration night repair "cream" for my face
U must think i must be very kiasu right. I scared leh.. scared of old.. scared of "crow feetS" on my face..
Feel that I must start exercising. Not for losing weight.. but for health reasons.
Got a scare this morning at 5am. And i thought its my stupid alarm on my phone.. (NOT WORKING for the WHOLE WEEK). Its my bro.
20 min later, i was in NUH. Looking frantic ( I think), the doc ask if I have any problem? "I am looking for
my brother". I am not going to blog about what really happen. But, back in the taxi, I was thinking..
I hope my bro not going to get some "terrible" illness.. If not, I am sure gonna be a deadmeat.
I was thinking quite alot while flipping the magazines and waiting for my bro to be discharged.
I think some things are predestined. Like being my brother's sister.. we are related by blood.
No matter how wrong he is, how stupid he is, what shit he gets into.. you just ve to bear with it..
I am not disappointed. I am not feeling angry.
I don't know what I should be feeling. Feeling "fortunate" that things don't turn out too bad ..
If there is god somewhere, please do knock some sense into him.