Thursday, February 21, 2008
A mix of Emotions
Maybe it's me.. maybe.. it's my period making me cranky.. maybe its the people..
I never thought it will be true.. Though things remain ambiguous.. Maybe I am too sensitive
but I think my intuition is rather accurate..
I don't know if u r reading this anot.. anyway.. do tell me when u r ready..
My colleague's leaving.. she tendered. I teared on the train. Well. .. I missed those times..
times.. where we worked till 1 to 2 am.. when I saw you teared during my 2nd week
of work.. complaining how unfair .. eating Mac for breakfast and KFC for dinner.. those were the days..
I will definitely miss u..
Though sometimes.. i wished I have more nterest in jewellery making.. and can
join in e conversation btw u n rachel.. but me being me..
But, you are really my idol.. ur incessant urge to learn more.. ur macro/excel skills.. n always
willing to share and learn.. and improve.. though u still ve ur fair share of temper la.. =P
I am really fortunate to learn from you.. I am so laid back after getting "jaded" from the
pile of shit(work).. but then.. i decided that if i were to stay.. I better learn more.. so I tried to
do a macro on my own.. ..i am rather satisfied and proud of my little "work".. =D
though you will not be there to show new skill anymore.. but I will strive to improve my work..
aiya.. i also don't know why I am abit emotional now.. =P
Don't like people leaving.. don't like that feeling.. don't like the feeling that people you do matter... having a prob with you.. don't like feeling that people treated you with bad feelings..
Right now.. I just wish that all things will just return to normal..
Me.. hoping that Rat year is a year of love. Love for friend.. Love for my family.
Finding Je t'aime.