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Name: Calista
Age: shh..
Zodiac: Taurus
Location: Prague
Profession: Greedy
A simple yet realistic gal. A salsa fanatic. Realise that Life isn't that rosy afterall. Nothing stays constant. Nothing is forever. Yet, still loving and tReasUring evEry moMent of Living in this Universe. Like thrills and challenges. cRaving for excitement every now and then. A stong believer of self-healing. An independent thinker. A less perfect person like everyone else. Not a perfectionist. Happiness comes from within not from without.

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Sunday, April 27, 2008
LIttle dreams
12:20 AM
Just finish watching e last episode of I am Kim Sam Soon again on Channel U. It's still a show that I really enjoy . Especially the last part which is heartwarming.

Recently, I am bit confused. Maybe I am approcaching the the day. Maybe my period is coming (its a perfect excuse). I really felt lost. I was complaining to KH. U know.. i really seldom complain. as in complain complain. Its not about my work. It's my personal life.

Other than looking forward to plan a Bali holiday latter this year.. (might not happen because its rainy season over there). There is nothing to look forward to. Perhaps my fren going to NZ affect me abit.. well.. I really think life is too short n well.. yes.. u should do what you want esp when you are young. Unfortunately I am not able to give up what I have now.. and just go. I just have other priorities .. which are.. (that is the lost part).

Career. I seemed to be heading somewhere.. but don't know exactly. It seemed like I should move on and do more complicated stuff. which i kinda afraid and apprehensive. But, it seemed like I should value this opportunity and "grow up"!

Wanna take on more responsiblities but seriously very scared. I would rather you throw me inside and let me float. Don't let me think for a second.

Anyway. Recently i have weird thoughts. Feel like taking CFA. which I never thought of taking.. thinking of occupying myself with "work" so that I do not need to think of things that I don't want to be thinking of. That's my only objective. Which is not logical and not really wise of me.. come to think of it.

Then again. If you are still young, not attached, have plenty of time, why not?
If it value-add you. why not? If you are confident that you will study hard for it, why not?
No point studying sth that you are not exactly interested, but study for the sake of studying.. haiz.. I am in such a dilemma. Anyway, I will give a serious thought about it. AFter writing down the pros and cons, it seemed that pros will outweight the cons. Esp when my co. gonna sponsor me.. why not? Need to discuss with XY. She always give a new perspective.

"We are filling up our barrel with knowledge n experience when we are young. Because when we are old, we start to empty our barrel. And if you find that you have little or nth to empty from your barrel, you would realise how much you have lost"

I don't want to reach that stage.

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I always ponder why I have no liking for games.. any type of games. I always find them very challenging in fact, mind boggling. Not e least relaxing.
recently, I found out the reason. Quite logical. Probably I am too serious as a person. Even playing game is a serious hobby. They always say some games are idiot proof. To me, they are not. To me, I do give a serious thought. I find it draining. I can't seem to play the game well. Just like watching movie.. I nv really watching Superman, Lord of e Rings.. those blockbusters.. I prefer something that is thought provoking.. See.. even watching movie is a serious thing to me..
Haiz.. still daydreaming is the best.. haha..

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Its gonna ba an exciting week for me.. Esp next sat. I will be holding a party for 20 ++ people. Not exactly my party la. But hope everything turns out fine. My university clicks, my secondary school frens.. my beloved colleagues.. THEY WILL BE THERE.
I wish to spend a lovely night with them at Timbre. May everything turns out great! =)