Saturday, April 05, 2008
Physically tired or Mentally tired?
Came back almost 1 and a half week.. and I am totally battered again. Not from the trekkin trip but from a week of OT-ing.. Haven done this for a long long time.. and seriously I swear that it's just imhumane to work for 14 hours and with one hour of break for almost 2-3 days consecutively.. but in order to make my work more complete and thorough.. I had to do this.
Nvm.. this coming week is gonna get better because I have COMPLETED MY MONTHEND!!! and I AM GOING TO BANGKOK THIS FRIDAY!!
When I tot that I'm just going to die and fall and just go weak on my knees as i made my way down the mountain.. I just bear with it and just tell myself that it is just a step away. I can make it. Deep down, I was cursing though.. hah.. That was just physically painful. Mentally ta-han-able...
I swear that I really need lots of sleep which i get alot when i was up in the mountains.. because I just get very grouchy if I don't sleep well.. that would mean a vicous cycle which I totally hate.
Lack of sleep => Lack of exercise (I can't get up to do such a miserable thing) => Binge => hate shopping (no mood to shop).
U see .. these are the consequences..
Well well.. luckily this week ends pretty well as i met up with my uni clicks.. and I had my fair share of laughter.. though was bit tired. Chris was fun.. (a guy whom KH intro to my best fren).. he just went Mt KK and had a spilt. Poor thing. kekez.. I really wonder what's if with Mt KK..
Is it that difficult?
Bascially I'm quite known to be indifferent to lots of things and have quite a selective memory as I do ve very severe short term memory.. So, I am not too inquisitive to most things.. esp to things that I have no interest in.
But, if there are alot of people talking about it.. and I "happen" to know.. then I start to get bit curious.. that is why I am interested in books that people keep talking about it like recently i read "The Alchemist"... movies that are thought-provoking.. or some artistic movies.. not that I really really like them.. but I am just curious why ppl like them.. that is why I wanna take a look for myself...
I am this kind of person.
So, this theory kind of apply to Mr DM. Probably not that I like .. as in really like him.. but he exudes this shy.. reserved "aura" that makes me curious ..
I concluded that most guys that I know.. and that I do understand abit more.. I will probably not have any inclination to like him.. because he does not spark my interest anymore..
Well.. like Huimei say. "You can be so rational. Yet, you know. Love is something that can't really explain or be rational with".. How true.