Wednesday, July 02, 2008
I am having a fucking time
really.. nothing beats the word.. sorry.. meant no harm to anyone. I am just scolding a stupid pig..
sometimes when you try your best not to repeat a mistake .. it ends up making it worst.. do you ever got that "hey, you stupid idiot.. so what you done???!!! kind of feeling before? And if you were to do something wrong.. and somebody give you that idiot face.. maybe I will feel bad but i will still push half the blame to the other party.. so not tat bad..
Why am i so fucking angry. Because i am that stupid pig.
10 .. or more reasons why I am angry:
1) I repeat my mistake when i try not to do it again
2) I feel guilty
3) I feel sick
4) I feel tired and sore (from the paintball)
5) I have things that I am so fickle minded that i can't make a decision
6) I am jealous
7) I can't help but feel that I am lousy and incapable
8) I think I can't contribute to my work
9) I think I need a break but still can't decide on where, when , how?
10) My period is coming
10 or more reasons why i should cheer up
1) Because life goes on
2) Because we, human beings learn from mistakes
3) Because I still have room for improvement
4) Because I can be more meticulous
5) Because things will be better (x fingers)
... I can't think of anymore reasons..
I am half happy..