Saturday, May 02, 2009
I really don look forward to my bday
I have been singing the third birthday song as of today. I felt that I have already turn 25 even before the exact date .. Thank you all my galfrens who remember my birthday and take the time to celebrate it..
Also to my wonderful colleagues who gave me a watch while having lunch at T1.
I have been looking forward to my birthday since the beginning of the year.. even more so..
during the last 2 weeks. .. due to unforeseen circumstances.. I feel that I no longer feel that way.
It's a strange feeling.. something you always wanted but something else happens.. you just feel not right...
I think e reason for me feeling this way is that something just went out of control.. and seemed like nothing is right..
I think i should do the right thing. Though the thought of it makes it unbearable.. I don know if I am able to do so..
Happy birthday girl.. U have come a long way.. and yup.
My only wish is that everyone stays happy and healthy. =)